Off course, suddenly without notice, I find myself .
Discouraged, but not dispondent. Awake, aware and annoyed.
Annoying, possibly as well, because I am brighter when not in the dark.
Sorry, if I come off unusual, or abstract.
It is the interpretation while in the distortion.
A relative came over, one of the tough loving me with jumbo vodka tumbler in hand from days gone by. They (the relative I share a house with) were mocking a female cousin that is not physically the beauty she used to be. " They" are always commenting on my beauty and how I could loose it "if" I were to succumb to the drink. I felt such rage and grief that they would limit her by her appearance, for she is heart and soul to me.
I felt caged and slipped into the monsters arms.
I say please don't give up on me, because, you are all I have in the realm of honesty, reason and sanity.
If I appear silly, then, please, bless my silliness and wait for heart to resurface.
As suggested, I am trying to figure out how to post some of my art pictures and other personal things to you all and only you.
If anyone can PM me and give me a step by step way. I have pics on a floppy disk and am going to get them put on a CD.
You have become my family.
Love is all we need ( been listening to alot of Beatles lately) ((((Beatle)))
Karen
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" Do not lose courage in considering your own imperfections but instantly set about remedying them~everyday begin the task anew".-Saint Francis de Sales
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