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yes for me it was the night i try to kill myself and i took enought pills and al to kill a horse three times over ..but for some reason it wasnt my time .and i woke up to nothing but something .everyone had give up on me and i felt i different .. yeah i felt like hell but it was a good hell does that make since . and i was looking around at everything with my eyes open and good idea's were going thur my head of how i could make the best of everything .. not looking at the worst and look at me now i have almost everything i want.
and from that day the three last beers are still in the fridg and i have never slip in anyway.
and right now this coming sunday will be my 9 month without al in my body and i feel great .. yes i have my days but hey who doesnt .. take the good with the bad and live ..
and believe there is god .. you have the power within to do what ever you want in life and that what i am doing now i got off my ass and made something happen to change my life for the better
this is my spiritual awakening
peace , love and god bless:beach: life does change as long as you are willing to change yourself ..
best thing about the future it comes one day at a time..
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Yes, it could be a climax of sorts but not an attempted suicide..i had felt something completely opposite and thought to share, butt now i will keep that feeling tucked in a safe place for ME, ME only because I AM SPECIAL...i feel laughed at and hurt right now. GOD has touched me in a way never before .... i think i am someone else right now. :naked:
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