I'm back and I'm bad...

[louise]

I'm back and I'm bad...

Welcome back. I also did well, left, went downhill, came back, did great, brother-in-law died, drank, am back and on day 4. I also have a history of depression and was feeling SOOOOOO much better AF. In answer to someone else's why the other day, Doggy girl said, "Because we are addicted." Wishing you the best!

[Deilight]

I'm back and I'm bad...

Thanks for all the kind words ladies and gents, I will try to keep cutting drink today, had 3 yesterday and 4 the day before, maybe 2 today or maybe none....we'll see. Girlfriend got her contract extended for another 3 months so wants to go for a "celebratory" drink after work. Ho hum. Always something...

[gyco]

I'm back and I'm bad...

wow,what a wonderful name,words of wisdom delight,i like you have been down tht road so,so many times in 37 years,so if your mind set is on, all tell you a story,you talk about your past mine haunted me for all those so many years,and still does today,how old is he ,she says ,43,started at 6 maybe,or is 47 and started at 10, or is he 50,and started at 13 or maybe he is 55,and started at 17,well none of them,i started at nine months ,inside the womb,b4 i was born my dear,i had no choice,cause it was givin to me at o charge and no choice,its like anything else,remember your mind set on,were born with it ,we control it and by comin here and talkin,that is the answer,we dont push you away,we dont label you either and just try to live for this day your new freind gyco

[gyco]

I'm back and I'm bad...

oops forgot to tell you, your not BAD, your just like the rest of us ,and there many of us,gyco WELCOME BACK

[Deilight]

I'm back and I'm bad...

Still struggling with starting off. Am right now resisting the urge to go to the pub. My gf always goes after work for one (one doesn't always stay one with me-she also has her days) and I often go meet her there.

Had a binge of a weekend past and this weekend is the gf's birthday and she WILL go out and get drunk. Don't think I could avoid it without leaving the city! Perhaps I should moderate best I can til monday and start then? Is that procrastinating or just plain common sense?