Hi ya all
I've not been on here for a while, mainly because I couldn't keep away from alcohol and felt too ashamed to post here.
Well, like every other time I have had another "wake up" call - I got mine again last night. It's been a busy month and budget was stretched. You would think that the intelligent thing would be to use the money for essentials ie food. But I was scrapping my pennies together to buy alcohol. It got to the point where I had to borrow money from my mother in law. (Those who may have read my previous post know we are not the best of buddies). I lied and said I needed to pay a bill and get food essentials. She realised that I had spend the money on booze instead. I didn't argue with what she said as she was right. How can I spend money on alcohol and not worry about food?
Most importantly....how could I get to such a point that I'm borrowing money and then lying about it.
Thanks for listening to me.
I've not been on here for a while, mainly because I couldn't keep away from alcohol and felt too ashamed to post here.
Well, like every other time I have had another "wake up" call - I got mine again last night. It's been a busy month and budget was stretched. You would think that the intelligent thing would be to use the money for essentials ie food. But I was scrapping my pennies together to buy alcohol. It got to the point where I had to borrow money from my mother in law. (Those who may have read my previous post know we are not the best of buddies). I lied and said I needed to pay a bill and get food essentials. She realised that I had spend the money on booze instead. I didn't argue with what she said as she was right. How can I spend money on alcohol and not worry about food?
Most importantly....how could I get to such a point that I'm borrowing money and then lying about it.
Thanks for listening to me.
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