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[3bottles]

Have been around MWO for almost a month now I think, got the CD's, supplements (except the Kudzu which I can't find here where I live), everything but the topamax which I have been waiting for and it finally arrived today - at last!

Was feeling really despondent yesterday as my drinking over the last couple of weeks had really improved, thanks to the hypnosis and glutamine I guess, but on Tuesday night, for no reason whatsoever, I started drinking and didn't stop until I collapsed into bed - 2 bottles of wine, 3 cans of beer later. I was hoping to moderate but now I'm not so sure.

I've just taken the first topamax tablet and I will try to moderate, but if I hit the booze again like I did on Tuesday then that's it for me, I'm going to be AF. I can stop drinking, have done it for long periods in the past with the help of AA, but I can't stay stopped and seem to have turned into a binge drinker. Don't want to go the AA route again, so hoping this will work for me.

:thanks:

[brittzak]

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You can do it...best of luck to you...you sound ready!

[tlrgs]

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:hello2::colorwelcome::wave::groupluv: do your best stay strong and think positive

[Guest]

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try joining the one day at a time thread in the just starting out section and good luck!

[Karl1981]

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hey there. i also did the long Af like 120 days or something. ive been drinking the last few weeks though. only had 3 or 4 terrible binge's. i find as i use to drink wine, now i can moderate when changing to beer. well kind of. only been having 3 or there abouts a day. sometimes less.. im going 30 days again from to day just to make sure though

good luck and hang in there..

Karl

[startingover]

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hey karl I am chasing you buddy :H You called the doc yet?
Actually, today you sound loads better - well done!!

3, it sounds like you are going to do fine. Supps, CD's and this place will all help you as we will.

[kriger]

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3 Bottles,
Good luck on the Topa. Have you found the CDs have been helping you? I just started them this week, but I am going to go the full month hitting them hard. I think they might be a "key" part of this program. I am getting close to the 30 day af point and I'm having thoughts of trying to mod. I think, translated, that means I am missing alcohol in my daily life. I think I need to go 60...90....or more before I even touch AL to my lips. I need to get to the point that I am not thinking about AL ever- then I will re-asses that decision. Good luck to you, 3. Kriger

[3bottles]

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Thanks all

Thanks everyone for your help and support. Kriger, I only started the CD's 2 weeks ago, but have only listened a couple of times in the last week, so guess that could be a reason why i had an almighty binge the other day! Started back on them last night, so going to do the programme as RJ recommends now :thanks:

[kriger]

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3,
I listen to my sleep cd every night; my husband doesn't mind a bit, so that works out great. I play the subliminal while I'm at work on my computer.
You sound like you are well on your way to success!
Have a great Friday! Kriger