Fluff here!!
Love the support and advice and just out of intrest was wondering if there are many in UK?
Can I share my story? 29 year old female. Alcohol never a problem until birth of my first daughter, following her birth. I think I was depressed and drank to self medicate. She must have been only week old and I was so drunk I could not bathe her properley.
For the past 3 years alcohol has been an awful part of my life, I have lost my relationship, numerous friends because I could not be bothered to meet them whilst drunk. I am lucky to still have my daughters. I have drunk drive so many times, I am lucky not to have killed anyone or been caught.
Past year, cycles getting worse to the point where I binge for four days contionousley and then wake up so remorseful and ashamed.
I started on antabuse in July but didnt take it propereley. Happily drink whilst red, itching and sore.
I joined AA last night. started again with the program, reading the books and just want to offer support to other people.
I hate hate alcohol but am just trying to take it a day at a time.
Love to you all.
2 days sober (again)
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