Since I am still embarassed as hell about my drinking issues I never type in the URL or bookmark to MWO. I do a search instead and then click on it so there is not as much traceability. Not only do I not want anyone to know that I have a drinking problem, but I don't want anyone to know that I am doing something about it. OH BOY! Issues on issues!
Anyway, this silly practice of doing searches on My Way Out led me to a new song by David Usher called "My Way Out". And I think the lyrics are perfect for me and my struggles. I have copied them below and put my own references in to make it special just for me.
And it does not hurt that David is sorta sexy.
DAVID USHER LYRICS "My Way Out"
Standing at the edge (the edge of deciding if I want to drink today or not)
The edge of it all
Spitting off the top (not sure what this one means, but maybe I shoud try spitting)
Watch the day unfurl (the day goes by, should I drink is what I think all day)
Cannot see the view from this place (trying to see clearly from behind the struggle)
Clouds are on the rise world is out of faith
Took another pill to find my way (this could be my Kudzu, topo, L-Glut)
Hope that you'll be there (this is all you guys)
'Cause this is my way out of it tonight (this whole section is MWO)
And this is my last chance to ease the fire
And this is my way out of it tonigh
How about you
How about you
Borrowed from a dream (this is my life before I used to drink)
That I use to know
All my friends were there
We watched the world explode (then things got crazy)
Took another drink to find my way
Just hope that you'll be there (MWO friends)
'Cause this is my way out of it tonight
And this is my last chance to ease the fire
This is my way out of it tonight
I might find one way to get through
How about you
How about you
How about you
And if I could remember (back before I craved the juice)
If I could find a place a time the space to see another way home
And if I could forget you (you stupid AL monster)
Maybe there's no other way out
No other way out
Standing at the edge
The edge of it all
(How about you)
(How about you)
Standing at the edge
The edge of it all
(How about you)
(How about you)
'Cause this is my way out of it tonight
And this is my last chance to ease the fire
And this is my way out of it tonight
I think there's one way to get through
How about you
'Cause this is my way out of it tonight
And this is my last chance to ease the fire
And this is my way out of it tonight
I might find one way to get through
How about you
'Cause this is my way out of it tonight
And this is my last chance to ease the fire
And this is my way out of it tonight
I might find one way to get through
How about you
How about you
How about you
Anyway, this silly practice of doing searches on My Way Out led me to a new song by David Usher called "My Way Out". And I think the lyrics are perfect for me and my struggles. I have copied them below and put my own references in to make it special just for me.
And it does not hurt that David is sorta sexy.
DAVID USHER LYRICS "My Way Out"
Standing at the edge (the edge of deciding if I want to drink today or not)
The edge of it all
Spitting off the top (not sure what this one means, but maybe I shoud try spitting)
Watch the day unfurl (the day goes by, should I drink is what I think all day)
Cannot see the view from this place (trying to see clearly from behind the struggle)
Clouds are on the rise world is out of faith
Took another pill to find my way (this could be my Kudzu, topo, L-Glut)
Hope that you'll be there (this is all you guys)
'Cause this is my way out of it tonight (this whole section is MWO)
And this is my last chance to ease the fire
And this is my way out of it tonigh
How about you
How about you
Borrowed from a dream (this is my life before I used to drink)
That I use to know
All my friends were there
We watched the world explode (then things got crazy)
Took another drink to find my way
Just hope that you'll be there (MWO friends)
'Cause this is my way out of it tonight
And this is my last chance to ease the fire
This is my way out of it tonight
I might find one way to get through
How about you
How about you
How about you
And if I could remember (back before I craved the juice)
If I could find a place a time the space to see another way home
And if I could forget you (you stupid AL monster)
Maybe there's no other way out
No other way out
Standing at the edge
The edge of it all
(How about you)
(How about you)
Standing at the edge
The edge of it all
(How about you)
(How about you)
'Cause this is my way out of it tonight
And this is my last chance to ease the fire
And this is my way out of it tonight
I think there's one way to get through
How about you
'Cause this is my way out of it tonight
And this is my last chance to ease the fire
And this is my way out of it tonight
I might find one way to get through
How about you
'Cause this is my way out of it tonight
And this is my last chance to ease the fire
And this is my way out of it tonight
I might find one way to get through
How about you
How about you
How about you
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