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    #166
    AF Army September 19 08

    I wont drink...just dont like the battle of my head telling me too. Surges of thoughts about wine every couple of mins. Does my fecking head in. Got no milk either so will have to go to the shop.
    To Infinity And Beyond!!

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      #167
      AF Army September 19 08

      Wine i must live without...tea on the other hand.....
      To Infinity And Beyond!!

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        #168
        AF Army September 19 08

        CY you are my hero,handsome,smart,a good father,great cook etc. etc. STAY STRONG...
        sigpicEyes on the PRIZE, a SOBER Future !!!

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          #169
          AF Army September 19 08

          Thank you ladies. I will be strong and post lots of ear bleeding music tnt!!!
          To Infinity And Beyond!!

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            #170
            AF Army September 19 08

            Cym it's been such a beautiful day here on The Wirral. Sun is STILL shining here and I'm looking out of my bedroom window over at all the lush trees and greenery. Days like today are my biggest trigger because it reminds me of summer days spent at festivals and out in the woods getting stoned and pissed. It's been a hard day too mate but I know it's the 'lifetysle' I miss rather than the actual alcohol. Yes that lifestyle being a traveller/crusty/ urban squatter/hippie/raver etc was a big part of who I was and still am to be honest. But I'm kidding myself if I think I can go back to that again without there being major fall out in my head. I was looking over to Wales today as the sky was co clear and I just lived for that moment then. Not looking back (well slightly if I'm honest!) but knowing my life is here and now and I've got so much to loose this time if I go ballistic again. I'll loose my family, my friends and most of all my daughter. I know they're probably only thoughts going through your head right now about the drink but ACT upon them and see we're you are tomorrow morning mate. It will not be a nice picture. Believe me I'm frickin chronic at relasping after trying to get sober from June last year.

            Take it easy my friend and stay close to the boards tonight. The Army will never be defeated OK????????????

            Love and Happiness
            Hippie
            xx
            "Keep me away from the wisdom which does not cry, the philosophy which does not laugh and the greatness which does not bow before children." Kahlil Gibran
            Clean and sober 25th January 2009

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              #171
              AF Army September 19 08

              Aw...S***e... dropped my son off at his piano lesson and had 45 mins to spare so went to the pub for a glass of wine...
              I'd parked on the curb (yep, woman driver an all that) and the neighbour came out and gave me a right bollocking about it...
              Just kind of muttered a sorry.. but he wouldnt let it drop and I wasnt in the best of moods cos Im sober and 'twitchy' so after he harped on and on about it, I just said "oh, go f*** yourself.." and then zoomed off to the pub.
              JEEZ... the SLIGHTEST thing sets me off.

              OK guys... willl still be around on other threads but not this one.. gonna trying "modding"... its probably my only chance.

              C
              ?I am playing all the right notes... But not necessarily in the right order.....?

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                #172
                AF Army September 19 08

                Dear Chelle,PLEASE Don't leave us because of a temporary inconvenience that you will soon overcome !!!
                sigpicEyes on the PRIZE, a SOBER Future !!!

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                  #173
                  AF Army September 19 08

                  Has anyone heard for Marbella???
                  sigpicEyes on the PRIZE, a SOBER Future !!!

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                    #174
                    AF Army September 19 08

                    Just popped in to check on ya'll. Chelle, don't go! All of us are one drink away every minute. I KNOW I can mod, so trying AF. You are not going to be judged here. I only wish I had told some people the same thing once or twice!! Still might, even. Sounds like he needed it. Who was he to give you a tongue lashing?? Don't let that Bozo take you away from here. I look so forward to reading your posts, you sound like you did SO many of the things I did. Don't leave me - I NEED you!
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                    Never look down on a person unless you are offering them a hand up.
                    awprint: RUBY Imagine yourself doing What you love and loving What you do, Being happy From the inside Out, experiencing your Dreams wide awake, Being creative, being Unique, being you - changing things to the way YOU know they can BE - Living the Life you Always imagined.awprint:

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                      #175
                      AF Army September 19 08

                      I've been wondering about Marbs. Need to PM her!
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                      Never look down on a person unless you are offering them a hand up.
                      awprint: RUBY Imagine yourself doing What you love and loving What you do, Being happy From the inside Out, experiencing your Dreams wide awake, Being creative, being Unique, being you - changing things to the way YOU know they can BE - Living the Life you Always imagined.awprint:

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                        #176
                        AF Army September 19 08

                        I just PMed Marabella...Gonna do Chelle...I will keep you posted if I hear from them.
                        sigpicEyes on the PRIZE, a SOBER Future !!!

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                          #177
                          AF Army September 19 08

                          Actually came on for a sec to tell you all I have to do my housework with a sling bag like you see babies in on but I'm carrying my 3 yr-old 3 lb. Yorkie. She is so spoiled this is the only way I can have both hands free and still be able carry her around. Ain't I a sap?! I'll check back in later.
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                          Never look down on a person unless you are offering them a hand up.
                          awprint: RUBY Imagine yourself doing What you love and loving What you do, Being happy From the inside Out, experiencing your Dreams wide awake, Being creative, being Unique, being you - changing things to the way YOU know they can BE - Living the Life you Always imagined.awprint:

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                            #178
                            AF Army September 19 08

                            Yorkies ROCK...We are a Pet friendly INN..
                            sigpicEyes on the PRIZE, a SOBER Future !!!

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                              #179
                              AF Army September 19 08

                              Cheers Hips. Hoping my G/F is dropping her sister off in town later so she can get me milk and i can stay in.
                              Please dont go Chelle. Ive had a terrible day, and im sure if id of been in your situation i would of cracked too.
                              P.m'ing Marbs
                              Im rocking the music thread!!!
                              To Infinity And Beyond!!

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                                #180
                                AF Army September 19 08

                                Oh god, ive seen it. Its awfull! Thanks o2m. A wendy's burger will never look the same again!!!
                                To Infinity And Beyond!!

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