AF Army September 23 08

[Zeppie2]

AF Army September 23 08

Believe me I am not looking back One - planning a trip to take the dogs racing 8 hours away next week, I haven't been to that track since last november. I started having major panic attacks from AL withdrawal about 4 hours into the trip and ended up parked up on the side of the road thinking I was going to die. I had to ring my dad who was two hours away and he and mum drove up to pick me up so I could get my dogs to the track. They were so worried about me but didn't know what was actually wrong with me. I was so embarrassed and annoyed at myself.

But I can drive around anywhere now and I haven't taken diazepam for two weeks.

[Zeppie2]

AF Army September 23 08

Yeah Cy - he is a good tattooist but I might be biased. Heidi his wife breds bull terriers (which I used to bred before I got into the greyhounds). Aidan their son tattoos as well

[DeeBee]

AF Army September 23 08

Well Done Zep!!

[Zeppie2]

AF Army September 23 08

Thanks Deebs

have a good kip One

[Guest]

AF Army September 23 08

Morning all! Zepp thats great , are you going for 60 now? Im feeling GREAT! Im im brilliant form! Ive 4 bottles of wine in the boot of my car and iim thinking of spilling them down the sink, what do you think? Idont want them calling me later when I might not feel as strong as I do now. At the moment I feel fab!

[cymru]

AF Army September 23 08

Throw em out lims, or better still, give them to friends or neighbours. Say you won them, but dont like them/your on a diet that doesnt allow booze or something. Great start to the day! YAY!

[Zeppie2]

AF Army September 23 08

Hi Limers - I want to keep going AF - I originally had thought I would just go AF until my birthday (early October) and then have a party - but at this stage I don't want to start drinking again. I don't think I have the will power to just have one or two drinks (infact I know I don't). So I may as well keep on going. That's good that you feel that way about the wine, I have had a premixed vodka in my fridge for 30 days and I don't even look at it, I'm sure I will have a visitor to the house who will drink it.

[Guest]

AF Army September 23 08

Im delighted for you Zeppie and I cant wait till its my 30 days, will I get a cake if I make 30 Cy , I love a fatless sponge with strawberries and cream! LOl!

[Zeppie2]

AF Army September 23 08

Cy is going to turn into a wee fatty if he keeps churning out the 30 day cakes

[cymru]

AF Army September 23 08

I only eat a slice and give the rest away to family and friends. Dont have much of a sweet tooth really. They love this site, and ask when the next birthday/30 days is! Dont think ill do birthday ones anymore, but 30 day ones are a great excuse. Nice victroria sponge i think. Have never made one of those! Never been much of a pastry/dessert chef so its all good practice for me too! And it stops me thinking of booze! Erin loves making cakes too!

[cymru]

AF Army September 23 08

Think im going for a lie down for an hour! feeling quite sleepy after all the positive vibes this morning from zep, lims and vlad. great stuff!

[Zeppie2]

AF Army September 23 08

I can't bake to save myself - and I've never had a sweet tooth - although I must admit lately I've been chowing down on icecreams and lollies - is that sugar cravings from not having alcohol?

[Zeppie2]

AF Army September 23 08

I'm off to bed too - chat to you tomorrow.

[cymru]

AF Army September 23 08

I think it prob is zep. I really like 'crap' sweets like apple straws and those fondant filled things. All the cheapo sweets with loads of additives.
Nos da Zep. x

[Guest]

AF Army September 23 08

im off to study!