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    #1

    Feeling empty

    hey all.

    I went to a srink for the first time in my life a few weeks ago. suffering Major depression, and i got put on these tablets.

    I layed off the drink for a few weeks at the start of september, but back on the drink

    i dont have any feelings anymore? i cant even cry. i feel really empty. i feel like a shell.

    im on Avanza.
    Im too young for this shit. i cant be like this at my age. what the hell am i going to be like when im thirty? a dead shit looser, a thirt-fourty year old stuck in a teenages body? hopping from job to job. alone in life?

    I just dont understand anymore..

    sorry its just i dont have any friends anymore to talk too..


    an alcoholic is someone you don't like, that drinks as much as you do
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    #2
    Feeling empty

    I wish my freind, startingover was here

    an alcoholic is someone you don't like, that drinks as much as you do

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      #3
      Feeling empty

      You can talk to us Karl,Alcohol is a huge depressant, as I am sure that you know..There is no magic pill to make you feel better.It is a process of Healing your mind, body and spirit..There are tons of people on this site that have been where you are and have found their way out.Get the MWO book and make a plan for yourself on how to live sober...I DID IT, it wasn't easy but so worth the work.YOU CAN DO IT TOOO.
      sigpicEyes on the PRIZE, a SOBER Future !!!

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        #4
        Feeling empty

        Do you know how to PM startingover ???
        sigpicEyes on the PRIZE, a SOBER Future !!!

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          #5
          Feeling empty

          When you're at the bottom, all you can do is look up. I felt really empty when I quit drugs 7 years ago. I couldn't get happy about anything for about 6 months and it sucked...(there was a serotonin imbalance from the drugs). It did go away. I know it's different, but I understand the empty shell feeling. Don't lose hope.
          MM

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            #6
            Feeling empty

            thanks evielou. the weird thing is i dont feel depressed. i dont feel anything. kinda hard to understand. i want to cry i want to feel the pain again.
            with out it i just dont know what will happen. its like my whole life never happened. im like a baby again. no thoughts memorys just dissapear when i think about them..

            im probally making no sence here.

            an alcoholic is someone you don't like, that drinks as much as you do

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              #7
              Feeling empty

              i just dont feel bad. i feel nothing MM. its a really weird feeling. im not sure which id prefer. being like this on tablets or being back to my normal self.. ?

              an alcoholic is someone you don't like, that drinks as much as you do

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                #8
                Feeling empty

                can you talk to your dr. again. Maybe they need to switch your med.
                MM

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                  #9
                  Feeling empty

                  its really expensive to go to him. but the thing is im not sure if id prefer to be like this or back the way i was.. so i dont want to take the risk and try something new. i hope you understand

                  an alcoholic is someone you don't like, that drinks as much as you do

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                    #10
                    Feeling empty

                    I understand. No-one wants to be a robot without feelings. Only you know what's best for you.
                    MM

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                      #11
                      Feeling empty

                      Alcohol always made me feel numb...Nature is a great healer.I would go outside and lean my back against a tree and gaze at the clouds.I can feel the life force flowing thru the tree and into me..The fresh air and breeze on my face all added to the feeling of well being.You might try it and see how it makes you feel????
                      sigpicEyes on the PRIZE, a SOBER Future !!!

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                        #12
                        Feeling empty

                        wow karl your telling my story 10 years ago, i was suffering from major quote major panic disorder,seen lots of shrinks over the last ten years,i dont no what your on a anti depressent but if you are and drinking ive also been there ,double wammy,almost like being on L S D.BY THE WAY ITS A FABULOUS WAY TO DIE MIXING,I DO FEEL YOUR PAIN AND I DO NO WHAT YOUR GOING THRO IF YOU JUST WANT TO TALK ON here or send me emails im more then happy to help sorry about the capitals hang tuff gyco

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                          #13
                          Feeling empty

                          im on Avanza, just read up about it on the net. the one thing my srink said not to do. (shit hey)
                          he said it was cool to drink on it. i think thats what he said anyways..

                          Its 3:40 am here EvieLou would be a bit hard to see the clouds hehehehe but i will try tomorrow and maybe it will help. thank you for that

                          an alcoholic is someone you don't like, that drinks as much as you do

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                            #14
                            Feeling empty

                            GYCO

                            ive dont the 100+ days af ive done weeks AF+. ive proved it to myself i can do it. now with the tablets it takes all the 'bad' affects of drinking away. no blackout, no being a 'Pr*ck' to people ect. and i get along with my family again. terrible i know but true.

                            Its just you should feel sad after my horific break up. and loosing my life. but on these i dont. its really weird.. i am by no means depressed. im like i used to be when i was a teenager stoned or tripping like you said... just blank.. really weird feeling..

                            thanks for all your ears...

                            an alcoholic is someone you don't like, that drinks as much as you do

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                              #15
                              Feeling empty

                              ((((Karl))))

                              I'm diagnosed with bipolar disorder. So I will always be on pills, and boy I get shifted a lot. They stop working for me after a while.

                              But the numbness, now that I only felt when my mother died. I was in shock and situationally depressed. I mean I like sex a lot and that was one period in my life I didn't want it! It lasted for six months. If it starts interefering with your ability to perform your daily activities then I say go to the doc. But if you kind of like the numbness and it's not hurting you, it's your choice what to do-well actually it is one way or the other isn't it? Although I question your recall of the doc saying it was okay to drink on it. My doc always tells me NOT to (not that I listen).

                              I hope you start feeling better soon.:l

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