AF Army Sept 28

[kriger]

AF Army Sept 28

I love learning all this new lingo!!!! And, don't pee in your pants, O2M, because then you'll smell like Dr. Pee Pee!

[startingover]

AF Army Sept 28

Hey Krigs, I have had a fantastic few days. Feeling really good. This weekend it was our 21st wedding anniversary and my mums 73rd birthday so both families got together by the sea for a celebration. It was the first family gathering that I have felt totally relaxed at. I really enjoyed myself and the celebration was in a pub too! I really didnt crave at all, just felt good. I know its not always the way cos earlier in the week I was pretty down, but I KNOW that I am capable of happiness now. That I am finding totally and unbelievably amazing.

How are you doing?

[kriger]

AF Army Sept 28

Starting, I'm so glad for you..you totally deserve to feel that way...keep it up. I am doing fine; I am still AF and plodding along. I guess today I am feelling a little blah, like I'm bored maybe. Husbo is at work most of the day, so at least I don't have to sit in front of him while he drinks. I'm going to take a nice walk with a friend later so that should get my spirits up a bit. I need exercise but can't seem to get motivated to do it most days.
Kriger

[cymru]

AF Army Sept 28

:applaud:Congrats starting. 21 years! WOW. Looking at your photos you must of married young starting....

[startingover]

AF Army Sept 28

Krigs, thank you! the walking that I do has saved my sanity and lifted my spirits on many occasion. i dont think of it like exercise I think of it like medicine.
I know what you mean about the blah moods. Its like OK now I am AF...Now what?? Sometimes I think that part is harder than giving up in the first place.

[startingover]

AF Army Sept 28

cymru;425512 wrote: :applaud:Congrats starting. 21 years! WOW. Looking at your photos you must of married young starting....

You are very sweet KP I am 45, I married when I was 24. Do you need glasses?:H

[kriger]

AF Army Sept 28

Starting, What day is your day 90? Is it 10/7?

[startingover]

AF Army Sept 28

kriger;425517 wrote: Starting, What day is your day 90? Is it 10/7?

Not sure krigs, I have it on my calendar at work but not here. Around then I think

[startingover]

AF Army Sept 28

one2many;425518 wrote: Christ, you dont look 45, feckin hell, thought you were same age as me!!!

You are my bestest friend one 2. Keep talking hun :H

[kriger]

AF Army Sept 28

You are silly Starting! I have been married since 1972- 36 years but 2 husbands. I married my second husband 6 months after divorce from 1st. Second husb has been with me since 1981 and we were quite the drinking buddies! I guess he finds himself quite alone sometimes!
K

[cymru]

AF Army Sept 28

Anyone seen the film pans labyrinth? Its on t.v and was going to watch it if its any good.

[startingover]

AF Army Sept 28

Wow krigs! Yep me and hubby were drinking and drugging buddies. In fact it was he who introduced me to drugs in the first place!
How is your hub coping with the new you?

[startingover]

AF Army Sept 28

one2many;425524 wrote: 36 years??? feckin hell girls, you are meant to look like alkies.....whats goin on here?

Isnt alc a preservative?

[cymru]

AF Army Sept 28

Is it worth watching?

[kriger]

AF Army Sept 28

Starting, My husband is THE most supportive person ever, but I told him in the beginning that he should be prepared for me to slip and to just be there for me if I did. He, above anyone else, understands that part of the journey. He has not had to deal with that yet, but I know he would not bat an eye. He looks at me and sees the strongest woman in the world. I now just wish he would join me. Except for the night of the car incident, he has been drinking much less and I see him popping vitamins. I am hoping for the day he decides to quit...I can't lose sleep over that tho..