AF Army Sept 28

[lastchance]

AF Army Sept 28

I promise to be good and think this is what i need

[lastchance]

AF Army Sept 28

I know how you feel one 2 many. Well except the children bit. But understand the sexless, loveless bit. What are jabbers???

[startingover]

AF Army Sept 28

one2many;425574 wrote: We talk sometimes...well we shout, he doesnt like what I say so he tries to shut me up with hugs and tells me it will be ok....he knows deep down.if it were not for the kids, I would leave but that is not a choice,sometimes I feel like, I am only 36 and my life is mapped out for me in a loveless sexless relationship...it really hurts sometimes to know thats all there is....what a waste of good jabbers.

that isnt all there is. You have started an amazing journey. As time goes on you will see what you will and will not tolerate. The strength to do something about it will come.

[lastchance]

AF Army Sept 28

LOL i like it. Will tell hubby. Maybe he will get to grips with me jabbers tonight!

[kriger]

AF Army Sept 28

Hi LC,
Do you live here in the States or overseas? I'm glad to see you are jumping right into our AF Army. You are very welcome here. Are things getting a bit better for you?

[lastchance]

AF Army Sept 28

We still have sex but he does it for pleasure and I do it for the hope of a baby that i know will never happen. God our sex is great!!! lol

[lastchance]

AF Army Sept 28

Live in the uk near London

[lastchance]

AF Army Sept 28

No we tried that but as we both work we can't apply and if we did it would take years. We both have really well paid jobs but really dont know where the money goes. Well i know where mine used to go!!

[startingover]

AF Army Sept 28

Right you lovely peeps, I need to take myself off to bed now. Monday morning early start for Starts I am afraid...

One 2, good luck at the docs.
LC great to have you on board.
Catch you all tomorrow
Night night all x

[lastchance]

AF Army Sept 28

We have thought about adoption but again that would take years because they have to access you and then go through socail services and then find a match. The thing is that things have got so bad that i think he may leave soon

[lastchance]

AF Army Sept 28

socail services may not like an alcoholic mother! Even though i'm the kindest person you could ever wish to meet

[cymru]

AF Army Sept 28

Quote..'what a waste of good jabbers' O2m You are so funny even when your sad!!
Great to see you here LC. This is one of the reasons i got to 30 days al free. Its a great place to talk about your problems, alc or otherwise and the support is great. Another lady to join( i am one of 2 men who reg post here) How lucky i am. Recovering with the help of 20 wonderfull ladies!!

[cymru]

AF Army Sept 28

Night starting. Sweet dreams x

[lastchance]

AF Army Sept 28

Night starting x

[cymru]

AF Army Sept 28

With regards to help with alc LC, i have been to the doc, and he has been helpfull, putting me on campral and talking through things with me. Do you know your doc? Do you feel comfortable going to see him?