AF Army October 1st 08

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AF Army October 1st 08

Thanks O2- good luck with ol' pissypants

[Chelle12]

AF Army October 1st 08

Good Luck with the Naltrexone Marbella
Dont disappear though! And keep posting
C

[Chelle12]

AF Army October 1st 08

Oh Sim - the amount of times Ive said to my son "oh, mummy's very tired tonight.." which loosely translates as "Mummy's too p****d tonght.."

[Chelle12]

AF Army October 1st 08

For those of us who are at home and not out to work today, what's your plans?
Im painting my living room... doing the gloss work round the skirting boards this morning, then getting my weekly food shop in (exciting stuff... yeah, lol).
Oh, and I have an URGE for a 'Villa dandelion and burdock'... do they still make them?? I remember drinking that when I was a kid

[bloggy]

AF Army October 1st 08

Simba- when you find your way around the site a bit, you might want to read soem of boss.man's posts.

He also is the owner of a company, and he has done lots of research into the chemical dependency thing- it makes for very interesting reading.

Here is a link to his posts (best to start at the beginning to follow his research).

https://www.mywayout.org/community/se...induser&u=7004

[Chelle12]

AF Army October 1st 08

Good luck at the docs O2... hope they can sort you out
And yep, I guess you'll need fattening up again if you lost your appetite.. God, there'll be nowt left of you!

[Chelle12]

AF Army October 1st 08

Time for a quick go on the MWO game arcade thingy, then it's back to painting me living room.
TaTa for now

[Guest]

AF Army October 1st 08

glad to haer your at long last (!!) heading to the docs! Im on day 3 and feeling great , I swear Im going to do it this time , im feeling very positive about it all. Simba , I think weve all done that to our kids , its really terrible isnt it cos their childhood is so short a time and so precious ...one 2 , Im doing what your doing , over compensating by reading to many , last night I did 3 , but they love it!

[Guest]

AF Army October 1st 08

thanks one 2 , im reading that drink -a love story book and its a great reminder of how low we can go with our thinking and reasoning over why we should keep drinking. Im also getting daily texts off Starting ...thanks Starting , your soo great, and of course you one2 and Cymru....where would I be without you all , your my new best friends , you mean so much to me you 3!

[Guest]

AF Army October 1st 08

i am , I am! Remember my 1000th post speech ? Wait you hear my 30 day one...lol!

[Guest]

AF Army October 1st 08

it will go on and on and on and on.............

[Guest]

AF Army October 1st 08

Have to take the ole deer off to mass now , its her favourite saints feast day ..and Cy , I lit a candle for you this morning so you get that job, if you dont get it itll be down to my bad quality praying!

[hippie37]

AF Army October 1st 08

Morning ALL and welcome to Pat and Simba.

Marb I hope that Sinclair Method works for you I really do. You're putting all your faith into it (something I lack quite a bit of!) so best of luck with it and will check out your progress from time to time.

Cym how de interview go? How many weeks have you been in counseling now? Are you doing it through referal from your GP. I went too when I started the Antabuse. after the first 2 sessions the next 14 were all about my ex!! Wonder why I drank??? hmmm!!!

One about frickin time you took yourself off to the GP no matter how much it costs. Ya can't put a price on ya health now can ya. I know you're like me a bit I hate taking anti-biotics as I believe they only lower the immune system to fight further infections in years to come. The last time I took a paracetemol was in Scotalnd a month back and that was the first in AGES!!. I'd rather just battle on but god I love letting EVERYONE know I'm frickin ill!!!

Chelle how's things working for you on the Antabuse? Hope it's giving you some breathing space at the moment.

Limers Did you get that assignment done yesterday or were you just on here all day keeping everybody amused with you wit and charm!!! You crack me up you really do!!:l

Vlad again well done on reaching 30 yesterday hope you're going to be able to handle the modding! I really do!! Best of luck with it hun.

Anyone I've missed.... I'm sorry, but will take the time to keep reading over the day and say hello at some point.



Love and Happiness
Hippie
xx

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AF Army October 1st 08

hippie37;427844 wrote:

Marb I hope that Sinclair Method works for you I really do. You're putting all your faith into it (something I lack quite a bit of!) so best of luck with it and will check out your progress from time to time.


Love and Happiness
Hippie
xx

Thanks so much Hipps- I do have faith in this- as soon as I read about it on a thread here something just resonated with me- and the more I have read the more hopeful I have become.

To be quite honest I was on the point of giving up- I was beginning to think I will never be AF or able to moderate, I am so miserable keep failing and was about to accept that was how it was and all I could probably look forward to was an early death- and hope I didn't do too much damage to others n the meantime.

This has given me some hope

Love the Picture, am LMAO-ing

Marbs XX

[hippie37]

AF Army October 1st 08

So good to hear you so positive about this M.

A big thing for me recently was having a good chat with my mum and my ex about my drinking. They were always on my case about it which in turn lead me to become so secretive about it and think of it like it was the plague. Just clearing the air has lead me to believe even more so now that I don't particularly want to drink anymore anyway. It's there if I want it and no-one is going to get on my case about it unless of course I completely go off the rails; then this time the shit really will hit the fan. It's taken all that underhandedness and secrecy away from it. I don't feel I have to lie anymore and that makes the world of difference to me because for the first time in ages I feel like I actually have some control back over MY drinking. But like I said because I feel so at ease about it now it's made me realise I don't actually want to drink. There's no more drama anymore and I used to thrive on drama!!

Love and Happiness
Hippie
xx