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    #166
    AF Army 11th October

    one2many;438557 wrote: ANY of them, i love them so much, they are awesome...like having a bit of you on my pc in the morns....seriously you are good!
    Thanks so much! I sent you my two favorites, with good clouds and also some water.

    I don't think any of the ones I took today are going to be worth much messing about with, but we'll see. At least it got me out of the house, doing something NOT involving Mother. Krigs, you are right, I do know she is eating enough and all that... she just saves all the "bad news" and accusations for me, and she always has done. I can only take small doses, and not very frequently administered. I know she's being taken care of well and, that being done, I can (at least theoretically) begin moving on!

    wip

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      #167
      AF Army 11th October

      I'll be waiting for your next purge, honey! By the way, I had a very good childhood with parents who took good care of me and treated me well; there was absolutely nothing in my childhood that would indicate I might become an alcoholic. I was adopted so my genetic information is a mystery...therin lies the answer-maybe. I have never been one to blame anything or anyone outside of myself for my drinking, but that is just me. I feel totally responsible for the paths I have taken in life...all of them including my drinking problems. I can tell by your post that you feel somewhat the same as I do. Our past DOES affect us but it can be overcome. I was sorry to read how difficult growing up was for you...you didn't deserve that. You have become a wonderful young woman despite your past. Here is how mine has affected me. I have much guilt that I grew up to be something less than what my parents were....they seemed to do everything RIGHT in their lives but I constantly fail (in my eyes). It is difficult to grow up with perfection as parents and feel you fall short at every stage of the game. We all have very different sets of baggage but baggage it is nonetheless. I hope I didn't bore you O2M. Overcome we will!
      "People usually fail when they are on the verge of success. So give as much care to the end as to the beginning." Lao-Tzu

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        #168
        AF Army 11th October

        Hey WIP send me the pics if you have time...I'd love to see them. I took a darkroom class in the learly 80s and have been interested in photography ever since. I loved all the black and white stuff I did back then. They were pretty artistic; that was in my artistic period. I was studying to be an interior designer at that point of my life. One day I'll spill about all my major chgs throuhgout my college career. It was pretty ridiculous!
        "People usually fail when they are on the verge of success. So give as much care to the end as to the beginning." Lao-Tzu

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          #169
          AF Army 11th October

          Hello all. Hope everyones had a great night. Sorry to hear about the crappy visit WIP. And sorry to hear about yours too starts. One thing i would say about the i phone is be carefull when putting updates on them. On my G/F's i pod it deleted all her songs, and my mate lost all his numbers off his i phone when he put the latest update on it.
          It was duck spring rolls in the end krigs.
          I love the way you write 1 sentence in caps, and instead of changing them apoligise at the end! You are a legend!
          Glad your happier o2m.
          Had a good night, but im worried about tmr. G/F going back home, and im already thinking about drink tmr. Dont know why, but im planning it all out in my mind though i will be strong. Wont have a fecking p.c tmr which will be a pain in the arse. I pod will have to do.
          To Infinity And Beyond!!

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            #170
            AF Army 11th October

            Thanks, O2m. In my parents' eyes I am a success and they are very very proud of me, but I have hidden much from them...that is why I have guilt. I am facing this and it will lessen in time, but I just think it is curious that we all have very different stories about what hurts us inside.
            Cy, Please stay with us and be strong tomorrow...we'll all be here to talk our heads off.
            "People usually fail when they are on the verge of success. So give as much care to the end as to the beginning." Lao-Tzu

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              #171
              AF Army 11th October

              Thanks o2m. Guess its dealing with the problems, clearing the plates. Really worried about money and lack of job. Nothing compared to some peoples probs i know, and im sorry for moaning. My bro and his wife have only TODAY decided on a name for there son. Ffin Elian Owen.
              To Infinity And Beyond!!

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                #172
                AF Army 11th October

                Thanks Krigs
                To Infinity And Beyond!!

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                  #173
                  AF Army 11th October

                  kriger;438576 wrote: Hey WIP send me the pics if you have time...I'd love to see them. I took a darkroom class in the learly 80s and have been interested in photography ever since. I loved all the black and white stuff I did back then. They were pretty artistic; that was in my artistic period. I was studying to be an interior designer at that point of my life. One day I'll spill about all my major chgs throuhgout my college career. It was pretty ridiculous!
                  I'll be glad to! PM your email address to me!

                  I really loved working with B&W, years ago, and would like to do some of that again, but it is, I am finding, pretty difficult to do with digital technology. You can't just hit the editing button that says "remove color." I need to take some actual courses on photography. I get along OK on my own, and really enjoy it, but there are a lot of things I don't know and don't understand.

                  Well yeah, if you were into design... ! Of course you understand this stuff!

                  wip

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                    #174
                    AF Army 11th October

                    Cym, You aren't moaning...you have very REAL reasons to be worried/concerned. Money and job problems suck, but now worth drinking over. You'll just feel worse, but you already know that! I know you will make the right decision.
                    "People usually fail when they are on the verge of success. So give as much care to the end as to the beginning." Lao-Tzu

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                      #175
                      AF Army 11th October

                      cymru;438578 wrote:
                      Had a good night, but im worried about tmr. G/F going back home, and im already thinking about drink tmr. Dont know why, but im planning it all out in my mind though i will be strong. Wont have a fecking p.c tmr which will be a pain in the arse. I pod will have to do.
                      Hey Cy my friend, listen to me about this, OK? You simply cannot allow yourself to engage in that kind of thinking. It is not a harmless thing, by ANY means. When you realize that your mind is engaged in "planning it all out," then give yourself a good hard shake, and DO SOMETHING DISTRACTING! The "mind game" is a HUGE part of this battle, and what I am telling you is a huge part of the mind game. OK?

                      wip

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                        #176
                        AF Army 11th October

                        They were going to call him Theo. Apoligies to any Theo's here, and anyone who has called children that name, but Theo Owen. Noooooooooooo!
                        To Infinity And Beyond!!

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                          #177
                          AF Army 11th October

                          I got it WIp. Will plan something for tmr night to keep my mind occupied. Thank you. Feel better about it already. Maybe cinema or my parents for tea. Or try and persuade Erin to stay over.
                          To Infinity And Beyond!!

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                            #178
                            AF Army 11th October

                            cymru;438594 wrote: I got it WIp. Will plan something for tmr night to keep my mind occupied. Thank you. Feel better about it already. Maybe cinema or my parents for tea. Or try and persuade Erin to stay over.
                            Good man!!! Planning is SOOO important!!

                            love,

                            wip

                            ps that totally sucks about the iPhone updates... on top of every other damn thing going on right now for you.... WANKERS!!

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                              #179
                              AF Army 11th October

                              Me too. Feel better after talking to you all for only 10 mins. Thanks everyone.
                              Nos Da.
                              To Infinity And Beyond!!

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                                #180
                                AF Army 11th October

                                And im missing Zep! Hi there if your on tnt Zeps. Hope we get to speak soon.
                                To Infinity And Beyond!!

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