The worst funk

[GoodAsGold]

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Hi there, sorry to hear things feel so bloody awful at the moment. I'm with you on the anger issue - my family didn,t "do" anger, usually got the "unhappy & repress it" routine. There's been some great advice here already, nothing I can add. Want to thank you though for reaching out to us here. There's a lot of love on this site & tremendous support. However you get through this, I have every faith that you will do your absolute best, one day at a time. PS hope the computer survives cos we're in here!

Loving hug from around the world
xxx Gold

[IAD]

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Just one more, can't help myself Ha!......[ame=

]YouTube - Wild Cherry Play That Funky Music[/ame]

[Prest4time]

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I love that one IAD!

I remembered at the last minute that I had an exam today at 2:00 and that I would never make it. I fanagled a lie and managed to postpone it until 4:00, so hopefully I will be able to focus and cocentrate. I dont have any withdrawal symptoms or anything like that -- its just the emotional issues that set me off and are now obviously made worse by my poor choices last night.

So now I have managed to lose my temper AND tell a lie. Hope the day goes up from here. I am still very angry and for good reason, and its taking a lot of mind over matter to keep control of my thoughts.

Here is my struggle, at least today anyway. (most days are way better). I dont even "feel" like trying. I know for me to be successful I have to want freedom more than I want the bondage. Right now, I could honestly care a less. I dont feel like putting forth the effort. I just feel drained.

[Preciouspinot]

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Hey Allie. Well, all I can say is been there, seen it, done it. Sometimes it just takes a little while to get back on track but, once you do you will feel fantastic! I can relate to blowing it if hubby is out of town too. That always throws me off.

[IAD]

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P..... I always feel that music sooths the troubled soul.....That's why myself, Trigs and some of the other MWO members always come up with a music post ! You know, that sounds like a good idea ! Even if you can't or don't know how to U-Tube, just ask for a certain song I'll get it for you ! IAD. Going to post a Music Thread......

[LVT25]

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Dear Prest4,

Just wanted to send you a cyber :l, and let you know I care. I hope these bad feelings pass soon. Take care of yourself, eat and sleep.

I wonder if it's the moon, seems like several are struggling this week......

[CS04]

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LVT, you are right about the moon. It has been rough for me lately, as well as a few others here.

[greeneyes]

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Gee Allie, I know that funk feeling. It's such an awful place to be. I don't know what to do to help you. I can send a :l. I find that even if I don't want to, I FORCE myself to go do something. That is very hard because when I am like that I isolate myself and I'm not very good company even to just myself. It does go away. Maybe quicker if you can get out. Have you thought about Bach Flower Remedies? Skullcap, St. John's Wort, Passion Flower? Calms Forte? 5HTP? Here's another :l

[gyco]

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hi prest 4 time,yungin again,i guess its easy for me to say get a grip,it is not ,easy,beatin up on ones self,,ouch,your life in the states is not a easy one rt now,,maybe they should send the old people over there,instead,it will at least giv you and the man of your life,a chance to get to no each other,maybe the politicians are wrong,send the old there,they already had a good life,i do feel bad for you ,and i do hope your BO comes back safely gyco

[Guest]

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Gyco...how funny are you...I swear to God ...this would be a dull place indeed without you here...I love ya !

[Chief]

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Allie, we're all here for you....it will pass, just don't give in to The Beast.....

Don

[Prest4time]

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Gosh, thanks everyone so much. :l I didnt realize it was a full moon? I wish I would have known and been better prepared. I SWEAR it messes with me. I am not blaming where I am, or my choices on the moon (although it would be nice), but the times I have gotten in a funk before, have ALWAYS been on or right around a full moon. It happened a few months ago and I drank too much, cried the whole the next day and then logged on to discover that the exact same had happened to several other women here. Wonder if guys are affected.

I will have to mark the full moons from now on in my daytimer... put reminders on my cell phone.. er, um.. my cracked cell phone. It does still work, so at least I dont have to make up another lie about how it broke. I did crack it a little bit, so now its a crackberry. Oh well, I'm feeling better and I thank everyone of you for all the words of encouragement and advice.. it helped and will help me tonight.

IAD, I love Youtube... and a special thanks to you for all the great anti-funk songs today! You are a sweetheart!

[Starlight Impress Forever]

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Hi Allie........glad to hear you`re feeling a bit better. :l

A "crackberry"?.......LMAO

Star x

[CS04]

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Allie -- glad to hear you're better. It was probably good that you had the exam, at least for something else to focus on, as well as dinner out. LOL about the 'crackberry' -- hubby is like that with his iPhone.

I think the moon is still full -- not sure.

Talk to you soon.

[time2change]

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Prest
Hope you are feeling better and you and your hubby can work this all out. You have alot of support here. Hang in there and watch out for the full moon.