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[lucky 2.0]

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Hi P!

I am sorry for your funk. You should start to feel better soon now that the moon is waning! Call if you want.

xo

[dexterhead]

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Dear Prest: thinking of you !

[Chyrsa]

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Hi Allie,
I relate to your depression states. I have them. And the full moon does affect me. But something real angered you. I say deal with that something. What did he do?

Stop beating yourself up. You are totally functional, a great mother & great wife & making something of yourself in school , a religious school no less.

So yes, you suffer from depression & tend to drink too much then & are an emotional being & become insane at times. So fucking what? Me too! And I wonder how many more of us.

[Chyrsa]

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This thread is what I love about MWO & why I come back.
Nancy, your post was so great & thoughtful.
Allie, so I assume you sent emial to hub when you were a bit drunk. It is not the end of the world. Like some brilliant person on this thread said, "it will pass". It will pass. Give it a day or so. Just apologize for becoming insane. it happens to us. It happened to me this week when my daughter had a car accident.

[IAD]

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]YouTube - Average White Band - Pick up the pieces[/ame] Just a little more funk !!!! I cn't get enough.....to many Discos in my old days...Ha1 IAD

[Prest4time]

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Chrysa -- thanks for all you said and making me feel a bit normal. :l

I was finally able to talk briefly with my husband while having my computer fixed at Best Buy. No... I didnt hit it with a bat! It had a genuine issue and thank God for the geek squad at Best Buy.

Two things I have to address: 1) my obvious strange battle with depression, but trying to figure out why it only hits occassionally. I am not a depressed person on a regular basis, but rather light hearted, upbeat and then whammo. I guess I am just really sensitive and it doesnt take much to throw me into a funk.

2) The reason for the funk. It's personal, but I'm dealing with it as best I know how.

I'm doing really well tonight and was able to just talk to my husband again and we had a good conversation. You guys all really helped me put and then keep things in perspective today. When I get like this, my thinking gets really off base. Big hug to all of you!

Allie
PS: my motto for today is: Dont get drunk when you're in a funk.

[lucky 2.0]

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"Dont get drunk when you're in a funk."

LMAO! That is why we all love you Allie!

[vera-b]

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Hi Prest,

Boy, between the moon and our emotions, we can sure be on fire! Throw in a little PMS, and you may as well just give into the terrorists. I think the hardest part for most of us is what to do when we find ourselves in the middle of it, and though it sounds like you went to email first with hubby, at least the second keystroke was to log in here. Perhaps the lesson is to reverse that order next time. The fact that you feel safe enough to come here at your lowest says an awful lot about you (all good) and your relationship with all of us. Build on that. Go ahead and chart the moons (we have this skylight in our bedroom ceiling, and wouldn't you know I pulled the shade open the first night of a full moon!). When you feel anger coming on, slam the keyboard and come here - we'll pardon all the inevitable typos. Hey, we're human, and we come with the full kit of emotions. Hope this weekend finds some of them on vacation!

Vera-b

[Prest4time]

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Vera,
That is great advice... come here before email! The computer can be a tool for good or evil I have learned. Thus my battle with wanting to smash it!

I have really drifted from being a partaker of this website because I am honestly afraid of being honest. I see people reach out in pain and get slammed with "get your act together" responses and I tell myself that I will never let myself be that vulnerable.

You guys make me homesick for the MWO I remember and feel I have lost.

Allie :l

[MyHeartIsDrenchedInWine]

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Prest4time;443255 wrote:
Here is my struggle, at least today anyway. (most days are way better). I dont even "feel" like trying. I know for me to be successful I have to want freedom more than I want the bondage. Right now, I could honestly care a less. I dont feel like putting forth the effort. I just feel drained.

I can relate to this and I do believe sometimes medication is needed, even if only short term :h I very recently had to go back on my antidepressants and the side effects were not so bothersome this time, our bodies are always changing! I hope you're feeling better :l

Luvya,



Myheart

[Starlight Impress Forever]

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Come back around more often, Allie..........that MWO you remember is not lost to you........that "core" is still very much thriving as it shall continue to do........ :l

Star x

[Determinator]

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Alllie xxxxxxx so sorry I only just now got a chance to see this. Glad you popped into chat if only briefly last night. Dr Det insists that you eat something! with (garlic preferably.) you are quite slim so if you are depressed, add the wine and then lack of food and it's going to be a real rollercoaster ride for your emotions! regarding depression I myself suffered from depression since I was a messed up little clove and only recently got it sorted out. I swear my mild anti dep med (20mg citalopram daily) is a blessing to me. So talk to your doc and get what you need....life is too short to be miserable hon!

and don't forget your supplements, L Glutamine, and vitamins.

nag nag nag...

glad your perking up hon. call anytime.

[Chief]

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Yes, Allie....come around more often......we miss you.

And if anyone ever attacks you here, they will be dealt with promptly and severely....

Don

[Prest4time]

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you guys are so sweet.... truly.

I am doing a lot better today and I took 1/2 of a Zoloft last night before bed. I havent taken any anti-depressants in over a year and this is a leftover prescription that I felt I didnt need anymore. I feel a little weird today, but I always do the first few days starting it. I have an annual physical coming up in early November, so I will ask for a new prescription then. Side effect is it kills the appetite and other pleasurable things, but I am willing to make the trade off to feel better!

Det, feel free to cook me something yummy -- I'm so not in the mood to be in the kitchen! You know I'm depressed when I dont want to cook.

Hope everyone has a wonderful weekend~

[trixietrack]

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prest it sounds like you are starting to feel better.

sending you some happy energy

love Trix