Well.....I have successfully completed 7 days AF. Yeeeeeehaw!!!!
By Crickey it feels good.(!) Ooh...I loved saying that!
I have only had 1 itchy moment when I nearly crumbled..the rest of the time I have simply enjoyed the clarity of my mind. Yes...I am in the honey-moon phase of early abstinance.
Thats how it feels.
I had a wonderful afternoon with my 2 sons yesterday. We went for a walk in the sun-shine and played basket-ball and hide and seek....it felt good and I felt alive for a change......Please, please please let this last. Waking up in the morning is no longer a depressive thing. I just get up and get on. No mad mind working over-time, going over things until I am driven demented. When I don't drink I feel self-less again. I think of others and not myself all the time. When I drink I am consumed with myself and my problems.
So there we are.....here's to another 7 days..........
If this post is not a reason to NOT drink...i don't know what is.
Love to all of you.
Bella XXXXX
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