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    #16
    AF Army 21st October 2008

    Cym, Hippie. re partner's not approving your use of this site.... must just be the old stigma of admitting a problem with the grog, that they find embarrasing?

    'I am part of all that I have met, yet all experience is an arch wherethro', gleams that untravelled world whose margins fade, forever and forever when I move'

    Zen soul Warrior. Freedom today-

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      #17
      AF Army 21st October 2008

      thanks all. I just feel its got to a point where I can do no more. I've tried everything and nothing works.
      life goes on. Come of age. Don't look back. Turn the page.
      To Infinity And Beyond!!

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        #18
        AF Army 21st October 2008

        Guitarista;447417 wrote: Cym.. Gee's.. your partner not into this site?... She must know how much this site is a support for/to you etc. hence happier you/happier her?....G
        Somehow they don't seem to see that though G!!!.

        How's life in you neck of the woods?

        Love and Happiness
        Hippie
        xx
        "Keep me away from the wisdom which does not cry, the philosophy which does not laugh and the greatness which does not bow before children." Kahlil Gibran
        Clean and sober 25th January 2009

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          #19
          AF Army 21st October 2008

          I think its jealousy and insecurity g.
          To Infinity And Beyond!!

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            #20
            AF Army 21st October 2008

            CYM?? Say FIRE TRUCK!!!!

            [ame=http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=lcNvoIOGihI&feature=rec-fresh]YouTube - Say Fire Truck![/ame]
            "Keep me away from the wisdom which does not cry, the philosophy which does not laugh and the greatness which does not bow before children." Kahlil Gibran
            Clean and sober 25th January 2009

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              #21
              AF Army 21st October 2008

              Hi there Hippie... o.k here thanks mate.... sipping away still, but a/f earlier in year for 2 and half mths. done it a few times... learning the pitfall's etc.. and gearing up for a/f ..... you well there?..and Cym. sounds like you're understanably at the end of your tether bro'... what next?... Greg.

              'I am part of all that I have met, yet all experience is an arch wherethro', gleams that untravelled world whose margins fade, forever and forever when I move'

              Zen soul Warrior. Freedom today-

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                #22
                AF Army 21st October 2008

                Just saying good morning to the abbers!
                Listen for God's voice in everything you do, everywhere you go; He's the one who will keep you on track. Proverbs 3:6 The Message

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                  #23
                  AF Army 21st October 2008

                  Cym being all serious for a minute now. You're bang on the mark I think with the insecurity thing. My ex was exactly like that. She thought I was gonna meet some fellow 'alkie' on here who understood me better than she did and I was gonna start some big love affair etc. It was all in her head though. I was only a month sober and she started pushing me for another baby. She wanted me all to herself for her own selfish reasons and she thought having a baby would make the world of difference. Thank god I didn't go down that road and give in.

                  Love and Happiness
                  Hippie
                  xx
                  "Keep me away from the wisdom which does not cry, the philosophy which does not laugh and the greatness which does not bow before children." Kahlil Gibran
                  Clean and sober 25th January 2009

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                    #24
                    AF Army 21st October 2008

                    Can I just add something from a girlie point of view?
                    As much as I would hate to admit it and to my shame I might be the same as your GF KP.
                    I really hope I would be able to overcome it though.
                    I think that I might feel "if i couldnt help, then I wouldnt want anyone to"
                    Deep shame but having been there myself I hope NOW that it wouldnt get me like that.
                    I am very insecure sometimes, trying hard not to be.
                    Sorry, expect you think I am a right dork now....
                    Living now and not just existing since 9th July 2008
                    Nicotine Free since 6th February 2009

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                      #25
                      AF Army 21st October 2008

                      Starter's... i think the boy's will appreciate that insight...G

                      'I am part of all that I have met, yet all experience is an arch wherethro', gleams that untravelled world whose margins fade, forever and forever when I move'

                      Zen soul Warrior. Freedom today-

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                        #26
                        AF Army 21st October 2008

                        Guitarista;447426 wrote: Hi there Hippie... o.k here thanks mate.... sipping away still, but a/f earlier in year for 2 and half mths. done it a few times... learning the pitfall's etc.. and gearing up for a/f ..... you well there?..and Cym. sounds like you're understanably at the end of your tether bro'... what next?... Greg.
                        Yeah I seem to go 3 or 4 months sober then want to have a blow out and party hard!! I'm getting there though slowly but surely. The 3/4 month mark is when I start having to be extra vigilant now. Hit a rough spot recently though with lots of personal shit going on and I was caught off-guard again. Thing is though I may of drank but I've been 'sensible' over it and I haven't gone on a bender and drunk neat vodka like i would normally. I've just had a few cans. I know if I'd of drunk vodka again I would not be in any frame of mind to even post here. I totally loose the plot on that stuff and I end up catastrophising everything and boy do I make mountains out of molehills!! Can do without all the drama these days to be honest!!lol

                        Love and Happiness
                        Hippie
                        xx
                        "Keep me away from the wisdom which does not cry, the philosophy which does not laugh and the greatness which does not bow before children." Kahlil Gibran
                        Clean and sober 25th January 2009

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                          #27
                          AF Army 21st October 2008

                          Thanks Mr G, that was kind of hard to admit...
                          Living now and not just existing since 9th July 2008
                          Nicotine Free since 6th February 2009

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                            #28
                            AF Army 21st October 2008

                            Hello there Vlad.... how you travellin' G...

                            'I am part of all that I have met, yet all experience is an arch wherethro', gleams that untravelled world whose margins fade, forever and forever when I move'

                            Zen soul Warrior. Freedom today-

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                              #29
                              AF Army 21st October 2008

                              Starter's, as i'm sure you well know, and Gee's i do.... men and women are different species....The old line...'mate, when you understand 'em, let me know'...lol..

                              'I am part of all that I have met, yet all experience is an arch wherethro', gleams that untravelled world whose margins fade, forever and forever when I move'

                              Zen soul Warrior. Freedom today-

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                                #30
                                AF Army 21st October 2008

                                Morning vladerooney and cinders.
                                Said hello on the squaddie thread, glad to hear you doing so well
                                Living now and not just existing since 9th July 2008
                                Nicotine Free since 6th February 2009

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