AF Army 21st October 2008

[cke123]

AF Army 21st October 2008

I know it sucked, but shit...

[cymru]

AF Army 21st October 2008

What a twat ck! Us men! I usually do all the cooking so i get it though my G/F made a mean sausage and mash yest! Dont let it get ya down.
Sea...Im the same. 37 days sober then BAM..4 days non stop drinking. felt such a waste. Sometimes being happy can be a big trigger i find. You had a really good week, you let your defences slip and that part of your brain takes over, your happy for an hour then feel like shit for a while. Gotta keep an eye on ourselves for the first 6 months u and me sea!
I gotta catch up on some sleep now.
saying my prayers for you sea and chelle and capt. take care all. Good night rubes. your a star x
Nos Da.

[cke123]

AF Army 21st October 2008

Night Cy

[rubywillow]

AF Army 21st October 2008

I think what Sea's talking about is 'romancing the bottle'. Happens when we get cocky! Night all, too. Very tired today. Bones hurt!

[A Work in Progress]

AF Army 21st October 2008

Seacailin;448354 wrote: Thank you Rubes and Cy
I just wish that I could disappear right now. I slept all day, so I don't know if I will be able to go back to sleep, eventually, I suppose. I had my last beer at 6:30 this morning. I just got all the empties out of the house. I don't even want to look at another beer. The progression is so rapid with me. I still have a bit of a headache so I am going to TRY and relax. Hopefully, things will go well with my doc and my boss. I will keep you all updated. I love u all.

Sea, I am so sorry and sad to hear of how things are going for you. This is so painful, so heavy. I do hope things go well with the doc; I worry about the idea of any anxiety meds, because they are all so highly addictive. I am wondering if a mood stabilizer (not an antidepressant, but something like tegretol), might be a better alternative for you. I have noticed what appears to possibly be quite a lot of mood fluctuation in your posts, and that kind of thing can really complicate the substance abuse problem. You might talk that over with this guy. PM me if you want to talk about it any more.

wip