AF Army 22nd October 2008

[Angelcakes]

AF Army 22nd October 2008

NF?? Well I had a night down at my inlaws house - they live in the stix (back of nowhere - no shops around) and it trned into a bit of a biggie, but I had no smokes on me so I had no choice...was pretty hard that first night but the next day I was very happy about it. And then I had a night out about a week later and DID smoke...felt so guilty, thought I was gonna get lung cancer right then & there...and because I had that one night when I didn't smoke I knew I could acually do it...so I've been doing it ever since (about 9 weeks now)

[Angelcakes]

AF Army 22nd October 2008

have you tried telling her it's because she's so important to you that you have to be here??

[LookingToGrow]

AF Army 22nd October 2008

My husbo is so good about it. I have my time here and he has his time with his game that is interactive with real folks, just like here. We talk about y'all at both sites all the time. I guess I'm just lucky. I hope you can work something out KP. Just remember that you and Erin come first - always!

[rubywillow]

AF Army 22nd October 2008

I'm back. Not good.

[LookingToGrow]

AF Army 22nd October 2008

Wow Angel! No patches or anything to quit smoking?

[LookingToGrow]

AF Army 22nd October 2008

Ruby, what happened?

[Angelcakes]

AF Army 22nd October 2008

I gotta go get supplies.
Good luck Cy...
Bye all, thanks for having me!
Angel xo

[LookingToGrow]

AF Army 22nd October 2008

Come back soon Angel!

[rubywillow]

AF Army 22nd October 2008

I spent the day cancelling my stuff and pamper,petting Tay. Promised a manicure/pedicure session Sat., took her to doc., was firm but fun, took her for DQ Blizzard, short trip to grocer. She started talking about no new clothes, then said HE wouldn't give them any money. I replied he couldn't give her money when it was gone by the time he was paid (DIL stole checks and spent them everywhere on shit). She blew up and said everybody blamed her mother, and I calmly checked her and said I didn't say that, I said there was no money. She said everybody blamed DIL, didn't know what it was really like, son was the whole prob (the disciplinarian in family!). I reminded her that if she had made the right choices herself, some of these problems would not be here now, and she blew up again, saying, why can't he just get a divorce? Why does he have to get the kids? If I have to live with him I'l...(unfinished). Then she told me they ate supper most nights at 'Nona's' house. Asked her who Nona was, informed in drug addict boy friend of DIL's mother! She then said son came to their house one night when everyone was getting along and THREW Brian( D.A.) out. I lost it!!!!! More later.

[LookingToGrow]

AF Army 22nd October 2008

Ruby, keep your appointments. You have got to take care of yourself first before you can fix the world!

[cymru]

AF Army 22nd October 2008

Rubes, sorry to hear about that. Looks like weve both lost the plot at 'loved' ones today. I wish people could just see the whole story and not just what they want to see and hear. We'll be fuming together rubes.

[cymru]

AF Army 22nd October 2008

now shes crying, but im not giving in anymore. She has done soo much for me, but this is the final straw when it comes to this matter. I know i have been more than a bastard in the past and present, but i cant handle this anymore. It is driving me mad. Im sleeping in 'Barbie World' tnt!
Ill drop it now. Sorry.

[rubywillow]

AF Army 22nd October 2008

Just talked to son. The bitch has already called screaming at him because I ABUSED Tay!!!LOL She NEEDS abusing. She was quoting her mother. DIL knows the writings on the wall. She PUNCHED son in mouth last night and he now has order of protection, which gives him the children.

[Guest]

AF Army 22nd October 2008

Cy , ones right , you need this place ..your sobriety counts on it me thinks ..shes been very silly , shell end up looseing the best thing shes ever had...you! This posessive crap of hers is not doing either of you any good.

[cymru]

AF Army 22nd October 2008

Ive calmed down now. How ya feeling in yourself Rubes? Im only saying cause when i was at my highest point if rage an hour ago i would of murdered a drink.