I have had a long, complicated and dysfunctional relationship with alcohol. Alcohol never caused me problems at work, or in relationships. But I believe that my brain is wired differently than most people. The pleasure that I derive from alcohol is far greater than what most people experience. It is the mega-high that I get that makes alcohol so difficult to give up.
I am not the type of person who wants to stop at one drink. Once I get going, it is at least three.
I have quit drinking many times, once for over a year. But I always come back to it. Overall, I have reduced my drinking, alternating drinking for a few weeks with a few weeks of abstinence.
So, I have decided to give abstinence another try.
I am going to go to the Smart Recovery web site. They have an excellent toolbox, with great homework assignments.
My goal is to post here on a daily basis.
So, that is my story in a nutshell.
Wish me luck!!!
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