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[Bella]

Hi

Thanku...if only i had a husband who i could talk to. have to go as he will be back in a min...just wanted to checkin ....i am happy to know that i have friends here who i can talk to and pm if i wish...visa versa to you all Bella Xxxx

[bestlifeldms]

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Bella, Dear! I'm and oldie! I'm still here. I remember you, and can pm or chat anytime you need! You have always been such a nice person. Take care! :h

[akgirl]

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Hi Bella,

I rememer reading your post. I am alone besides my 13yo so I can relate to needing to talk sometimes (something other than vidoe games for me LOL)

You have friends here!!! Lots
:l
Ak

[brittzak]

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Always have a friend in me! ALWAYS!

[on my way]

Hi

chalk up another friend!!

[on my way]

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The bottles....I’m still finding them on occasion. The husband loves me but does not get what I struggle with daily. Bella, we understand, keep trying. It will work.

[beatle]

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Hi Bella, You were one of the first people I got to "know" here. You were always kind and giving, but always seemed reluctant to say very much.

You have lots of friends here, and I think you would get a lot out of opening up more here, telling us how you feel, how you are suffering.

I feel you are very self-restrained, and you need an outlet. And here it is! Take advantage of us! Tell us anything and everything. Even just venting is good. Please Bella, let us all share the hard work of getting over and through this burden we all want to get rid of.

[notevergivingup]

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Hi bella, don't know if you remember me, but I remember you and so glad to see you posting again!

Twosox

[Angelique]

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Bella,
You have been my friend when I needed you. Remember back in March or April when I sent you that PM and you answered me right back and made me feel so much better. I am here for you anytime you need.
Your Friend,
Ange.

[Bella]

Hi

I woke up today with a hangover again but am so pleased that you have replied to my post. Beatle.....you have hit the nail on the head....i am self-restrained. I hold back on how i really feel....worried to open up incase i get scared of what might happen. Silly really. I will tell you now how i feel. Last night i nearly walked out the house to kill myself. I said it. I put myself to bed instead because my husband was here and i was scared. I dont know if i make any sense. I'm frustrated and angry alot. I want to run away. Thats enough for now. I cant talk easily, its all too difficult. Bye for now. Bella XXX

[cymru]

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Bella, you need to talk to someone you can trust. Someone close, someone you can trust. You need to open up to someone. If you want to talk to someone you dont know, but has maybe been where you are, im here.
This is very important Bella. I dont like hearing about this sort of mood from anyone, but i know that feeling. Dont give up. Life can be so much worth living. You can do this. I know you can Bella.

[Guest]

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Bella...you MUST stop your drinking, its dangerous for you to drink.

[gyco]

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hi bella ive been where you are not to long ago,planned and everything,my plan would of worked for me,but what about the ones i leave behind,suicide you struck a note,normal thot of people with an addiction,im not a shy person once i get to no you,its gettin to no you thats the problem,thats why we have an addiction,al or drugs calmed us down until we went over board,and that is what we or i did,ive lerned normal people dont have our mentality,your husbands is in a frenzy just like you cause he doesnt, like my wife no what to do,ive been councilled for many years with her and without,there are many ways to get over this illness,as far as hiding AL,thats a problem,i no in my last few months, hiding is no more,i put all my usage on a credit card just to show me how much i do, all she wants is the bills,on paper,it is a good way to find out how much you consume,my lady is a very smart women,and by the way,welcome, my dear lady your always welcome, gyco

[Bella]

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Thanks Gyco.....X

[southernbelle47]

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Hi Bella

Please let us in.....

I know it is not easy to share your heart and soul with others but we all must do it. I always feel better after I pour out everything to someone I trust. I think that is the main thing....trust....
Let me know if I can help in any way. Depression is quite a battle and we can't do it alone.
:lNancy