Army Thread 10th December 2008

[cymru]

Army Thread 10th December 2008

I am just FAR toooo messy for FAR too long to go back there!

Ill second that one Kap.

[Wish Upon a Star]

Army Thread 10th December 2008

Kapo, 24 days is awesome .... keep up the good positive vibe hun .... doing great xxx

[startingover]

Army Thread 10th December 2008

KP, you are on day 10 arent you?
That is amazing hun, you havent done 10 for a while have you?

[LookingToGrow]

Army Thread 10th December 2008

Kap, 24 days is awesome!

[cymru]

Army Thread 10th December 2008

Yer, me too a bit. After 5 years togetting to where i was 10 days ago. Just gotta make sure i do things right this time. Kinda lived in a bit of a bubble before. Earned good money, spent it all, thought it was making me happy. I had issues i wasnt dealing with, deep down. When it came to that bubble bursting i just couldnt live with 'real' feelings, the every day worries that i had just not faced up to for 5 years. Smoked far far too much green when sober too.
Gotta take heed of those mistakes and get it right this time, cause i dont think it will be third time lucky for me.

[cymru]

Army Thread 10th December 2008

Oney, Shelia has MASSIVE jabbers, though i hope she doesnt read this!

[Wish Upon a Star]

Army Thread 10th December 2008

LMAO .... I hope sheila hasn't got jabbers!!

[cymru]

Army Thread 10th December 2008

She was a homeless person from Hungary i met while running the restaurant. I gave her a home and love and she married my friend Quentin Crisp.

[cymru]

Army Thread 10th December 2008

She has left him with her 12 kids and gone off with the milkman. She knows a hell of alot about 'time of the month' issues too oney.

[cymru]

Army Thread 10th December 2008

Yes starts, day 10 tdy. First time for double figures for a while!

[cymru]

Army Thread 10th December 2008

Rekon any of those sites might help oney?

[startingover]

Army Thread 10th December 2008

cymru;491880 wrote: Yer, me too a bit. After 5 years togetting to where i was 10 days ago. Just gotta make sure i do things right this time. Kinda lived in a bit of a bubble before. Earned good money, spent it all, thought it was making me happy. I had issues i wasnt dealing with, deep down. When it came to that bubble bursting i just couldnt live with 'real' feelings, the every day worries that i had just not faced up to for 5 years. Smoked far far too much green when sober too.
Gotta take heed of those mistakes and get it right this time, cause i dont think it will be third time lucky for me.

I can SO relate to this....at the job that I do now, I really do earn a good salary...but the emotional cost is SO high....I have been very unhappy there for probably about 6 years and dealt with much of that unhappiness by drinking and things cos I couldnt see a way out. I dont think that I will ever be able to earn what I do now but do you know what? I dont care, I think its far more important to be happy....
Fingers crossed that I dont end up living in a carboard box :H

[kaponium]

Army Thread 10th December 2008

Good for you cym - Shiel will be eating her dusty shorts. Hiya O2M - got any fully naked santas?
Yeah cym - I found the smoking of the green HAD to stop too, as eventually complacency would settle in and a drink would start looking airbrushed again!

[cymru]

Army Thread 10th December 2008

This is Quentin
http://ecx.images-amazon.com/images/...500_AA240_.jpg

[kaponium]

Army Thread 10th December 2008

Many thanks O2M!!!

Righty-ho troops! Off to weed a garden - sleep tight all you who heading into Weds night, (poetry!)

Shall check back later