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[Bella]

Just wanted to say thankyou to those of you who were in chat with me last night....God, I was in a bad way. I swallowed 16 pills and went to bed.....I woke up thank god. I acted in an extremely selfish, hateful way to do that...I am finding it hard to forgive myself and just feel lucky that no harm has been done and i am still here. I have got some lovely pms from some of you and i will try to reply but i am not in the best of ways today...I have been suffering from mild panic attacks and terrible loneliness...but hey.....I am going to learn from last night and I WILL GET BETTER.......AND I AM NOT GOING TO DRINK.

thanks again you are all such warm kind people.

Bella XXXX

[LookingToGrow]

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Hi Bella!
Great to hear from you today! Let me know if you need to chat, okay?

[Evie.Lou]

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Bella Dear, I am so relieved that you are better.I am proud of your declaring I AM NOT GONNA DRINK. I know that nothing is so bad that a Drink won't make it worse.We are here for you and don't dwell on last night.Life doesn't come with a rewind button.Keep your EYES straight ahead ON THE PRIZE ....SOBRITY.
Get a plan together for a Sober future...YOU DESERVE IT !!!!

[brittzak]

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Bella,
Today is a new day. Glad you are here!!!!

[rubywillow]

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Bella, I was not there last night, but I'm here now. Please, before you ever even think about anything like that again, remember that halfway round the world, in a little Southern USA town, someone will never forgive themselves for not doing more to help you. It IS a selfish move, and it condemns everyone else to a life of 'why didn't I do more'. I know it's easy for others to say well meaning things to you, but our battle is long, and lonely. There is light on the other side tho. PM me, e-mail me anytime. You are not alone. Ruby

[keeta]

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Bella,
Thank you for checking in. I was very worried when I read your post late last night.

Take care of yourself today.

K

[cymru]

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Its great to hear from you Bella. was worried about you. I hope your o.k.

[Angelique]

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Glad you are ok.
Love you lots!
-Ange.

[Michaela]

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Bella,

I logged on last night to chat, but you were already gone. I was very concerned when I read your posts.

I'm thankful to hear you are okay. Please continue to post. Your never alone here in your journey.

Mich

[BecomingMeAtLast]

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Bella,

I was so worried when I read your posts, thanks for updating. :l

If you ever need to chat, I'm usually here, PM me if you ever need to. :h

Please take care of yourself.

Love,
Be

[startingover]

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Hi Bella, I am relieved to hear that you are OK, you worried all of us.
Take care of yourself and let me know if there is anything I can do to help you.

[Boss.man]

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Bella, people you don't even know care for you very much.

Why? Because we also walk in those shoes.

Let's work together to get a new pair of shoes.

[LookingToGrow]

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Nicely put Boss.man :h

[Evie.Lou]

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Very TRUE Boss...can mine be Clogs instead of shoes? I am VERY SWEDISH

[Boss.man]

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Mine will be flip-flops, but then it would be summer.