Now this is it, I promise my self one more time. I can not do this anymore. My body can not survive or my nerves even though I drink like 4 -5 times in year and 3 times badly.
I am shamed of my self. I dont know what people saw me or know me. What I sad or did.
I feel lonly and everything is terrible and that is bad feeling just for christmas.
What have you done in situation like this?
How can I answer people who comment maybe about me drinking.
I do not want to meet any people but I have to work. Are any of you drinker like me who drink often until you do crazy things or blackouts? How long time are you recovering?
Please help me and tell my some storys so I dont feel so alone.
Take care,
Ylfa
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