Just got back from the supermarket. Whilst in there I found myself in the booze aisle, and glancing at the vodka thinking ' I should get a bottle for over xmas, i can drink it secretly in the kitchen while cooking the dinner- no-one will know and it'll will make me more jolly' but I know that it wont make me jolly, and my husband will know, and it wont stop there will it? i'll drink all day, and the next and the next, and my kids will have a miserable xmas. So I walked straight past the vodka and went to the checkout. It's the first real craving i've had since stopping on nov 30th, thank god i got through it x
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Just got back from the supermarket. Whilst in there I found myself in the booze aisle, and glancing at the vodka thinking ' I should get a bottle for over xmas, i can drink it secretly in the kitchen while cooking the dinner- no-one will know and it'll will make me more jolly' but I know that it wont make me jolly, and my husband will know, and it wont stop there will it? i'll drink all day, and the next and the next, and my kids will have a miserable xmas. So I walked straight past the vodka and went to the checkout. It's the first real craving i've had since stopping on nov 30th, thank god i got through it xTags: None
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Well done sweet. To have your first bad craving 3 weeks after stopping is great. Its going to happen, and i often have disillusioned thoughts of how a a couple of bottles of white wine would be a 'good idea' Of course, like you it would end in a 3 day binge and id end up hating myself, and missing my daughter.To Infinity And Beyond!!
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I find myself doing that all the time Sweet. Or I see a women in the check out in front of me with some bottles of wine and think, HOW lucky she is she can probably stop after one or two drinks, but then think....maybe that's what others thought of ME.
I rewarded myself yesterday with some new pretty cloth napkins! Much better than a hangover!
Good JOB!!!!!
Mich:beach: "You can't go uphill thinking downhill thoughts"
AF since 10/11/2008
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