So stressed and really need to vent

[Skinned Knees]

So stressed and really need to vent

I think it's a combo of both AFM. I think she likes seeing my daughter every day and having me around to help out. But I also feel like I'm disrupting her life, too. My parents really love my daughter and me unconditionally. That I know for sure. They have been there with me through thick and thin, and I have done the same for them. It's just so hard feeling like this. I'm afraid that my daughter or I will break something, or my puppy have an accident. Fortunately, THAT hasn't happened ... yet, and I'm doing my best to see that it doesn't happen.

One thing I know is for certain: If I go back to drinking, everything will be 100x worse. I'm determined not to drink. If I get into a tight spot again, like I did last night, I'll send out a cry for help and go into chat. I know that someone will always be here to pull me out of it.

I think the members here are tops. I have never been on a site where members were so kind and nonjudgmental. Thank you. :h

SK

[Skinned Knees]

So stressed and really need to vent

BU ... I'm sorry to hear you're going through a rough patch. Dealing with teens is so rough. Although my daughter is only 10, she's always been friends with kids that are older than her (12, 13). She tends to be older than her years and always has been. I'm going through the smart mouth stuff right now. :hitme:

[inhiding]

So stressed and really need to vent

Skinned,

Hang in there...I am ok...teen daugher and son have both made good choices SO FAR. I am just worried about you. Your post just really sounded like my parents and my mom is and always will be my TRIGGER...if fear. You are doing better than I could in that situation but perhaps you are stronger than I am. Best of luck to you and best of luck getting on your feet!