Chef KP, not everyone can admit publicly that they have let someone down. Glad you are being so straight forward :h
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Army Thread 5th January 2009
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Army Thread 5th January 2009
cy, I drank Saturday too. I am not as mad at myself today but feeling very strange and depressed. Maybe it's the al but I feel very emotional and scared.
My aunt is dying and my uncle is on his way too. My mom's 2 last bro and sister. My cousin and I spoke yesterday and we both cried. I haven't seen my family in sooooo long and we used to be so close growing up. we still talk on the phone and nothing is wrong but there hasn't been a concerted effort on anyone's part for us to all see each other.
I know I want to see them and they live in Mississippi so I wouldn't have to go to New ORleans but are you kidding? I would definitely go to N.O. and I know it will probably open a can of worms for me. I know I don't have to make the decision right this second.
Although I am very happy to be in CA and have made some good friends, I still feel lonely. I have also been going thru some past life stuff with someone who is close to me. It has thrown us both for a loop. I have never been "into" past life stuff but never dicsounted it. This is a doozey and a difficult situation. I have flashbacks and dreams. They kick my ass.
I worry about money. One, when I read your post about the candle, I started to cry. THank you so much. We don't know each other but you support me. That means so much.
I'm sorry for rambling. I am crying right now and know it is a good thing b/c I can release stuff. I don't know how I feel but empty comes to mind.
I love you for your support.__________________________________________________ _
Love yourself enough to walk away from what no longer serves you.
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Army Thread 5th January 2009
Another fly by for me! GAWD, I wish I could just veg out here and talk to my peeps like I used to, but that will come later. Zen, I haven't met you, but love having another food lover here. Have my hand on my Momma's cookbook for you (I'm from a loooooong line of Southern cooks - call my SIL, he's my reference!!)LOL Luvs, I'm anticipating spring! I have sprouts, leaves already out of the ground! Crocuses coming right along! I would SO love to host you all for a weekend or a week or a month this summer! Please come visit! You, all of you, with each little and large success and failure, believe it or not, have brought me to who I am today! I love you all for your support, and for your openess and sharing!sigpic
Never look down on a person unless you are offering them a hand up.
awprint: RUBY Imagine yourself doing What you love and loving What you do, Being happy From the inside Out, experiencing your Dreams wide awake, Being creative, being Unique, being you - changing things to the way YOU know they can BE - Living the Life you Always imagined.awprint:
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Army Thread 5th January 2009
Yes, L., I got the seeds out today to start packaging them! Meant to do it earlier, but not enought hours in the day. As for recipes, I slayed everyone with my sausage wontons at my family todo 12/28. I made 60, there were 11 people there, 1/2 of them children, and there were 4 of my wontons left! We had a huge amount of food, too. If you want, I'll post recipe later, or email it to you!.sigpic
Never look down on a person unless you are offering them a hand up.
awprint: RUBY Imagine yourself doing What you love and loving What you do, Being happy From the inside Out, experiencing your Dreams wide awake, Being creative, being Unique, being you - changing things to the way YOU know they can BE - Living the Life you Always imagined.awprint:
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Army Thread 5th January 2009
Lizzies Detox...day 1.
Hello all, just back from the cinema. Have to drink 1 and a half litres of this foul tasteing stuff called pure plan drainage for inner clensing every day for 10 days . As it was Alexs birthday today I didnt get out to walk. Tomorrow will start on that. Got my course stuff in the post from the open uni so the heat is on for me with my 2 courses.
So, itll be a happy new me soon and I cant wait!
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