Well, death seems to have cursed my family recently.
My aunty mourine died a few months ago. Her son followed. He died due to AL. He used to bindge drink, he even used to wee himself. He died a week or so after his mum. They found him dead on the front room floor. They said he's been throwing up blood in his bedroom as they found bowls full of it, he then managed to get downstairs into the living to get to the phone, a trail of blood followed and he got the phone but he couldn't call, he collaspe, blood all around him. His liver had burst, causing him to have internal bleeding. All due to AL.
how much does someone have to drink for this to happen? It's scared the shit out of me. I drunk soo much yesterday and hit rock bottom, i layed in bed thinking about it. Really hit home.
Instead of people thinking how he died alone, all because of AL, they are fighting over his money and property. My parents arn't tho. My dads sister said that just before he died, he said he was going to take her and make a will, stating she will get EVERYTHING... Funny that! She's such a bitch to my dad as he asked questions, all he wants is a pic from there house of the family but she'll not let him have it even tho she'll let everyone else pick whatever they want from the house.
My uncle john gave up work as losing his sister was too much for him, losing my uncle Michael has left him bed ridden, it'll not be long till he goes.
My grandad who i am very close with and love to bits, has just been sent home from hospital as they can't do anything more for him. It's now just making him comfortable until he passes. Not long now.
I need to stay sober and live happy... I want to go with no or very few regrets! Living life sober and not havin something control me and take away my happiness!
My aunty mourine died a few months ago. Her son followed. He died due to AL. He used to bindge drink, he even used to wee himself. He died a week or so after his mum. They found him dead on the front room floor. They said he's been throwing up blood in his bedroom as they found bowls full of it, he then managed to get downstairs into the living to get to the phone, a trail of blood followed and he got the phone but he couldn't call, he collaspe, blood all around him. His liver had burst, causing him to have internal bleeding. All due to AL.
how much does someone have to drink for this to happen? It's scared the shit out of me. I drunk soo much yesterday and hit rock bottom, i layed in bed thinking about it. Really hit home.
Instead of people thinking how he died alone, all because of AL, they are fighting over his money and property. My parents arn't tho. My dads sister said that just before he died, he said he was going to take her and make a will, stating she will get EVERYTHING... Funny that! She's such a bitch to my dad as he asked questions, all he wants is a pic from there house of the family but she'll not let him have it even tho she'll let everyone else pick whatever they want from the house.
My uncle john gave up work as losing his sister was too much for him, losing my uncle Michael has left him bed ridden, it'll not be long till he goes.
My grandad who i am very close with and love to bits, has just been sent home from hospital as they can't do anything more for him. It's now just making him comfortable until he passes. Not long now.
I need to stay sober and live happy... I want to go with no or very few regrets! Living life sober and not havin something control me and take away my happiness!
I will no longer give the BEAST any power over me - he can go straight to hell.
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