Hello my friends,
Sorry I have been off the boards these last two days. My in-laws (affectionately called the Clampets by me) have been in town (bunch of drunks) and I have been focusing on Aidan's big birthday party Saturday the 17th. You are all invited to join us!!! We will have a bounce house in the front yard, a minature putt-putt (only 3 holes, I'm not that ridiculous) and a Mickey Mouse Pinyatta (sp?). So....now that my cravings have seen me eat most of the candy for the Pinyatta I will be heading off to the store...on a friday night...running errands for the Clampets...and probably buying them some booze. Wow..I feel like I'm enabeling them, how pretentious is that? Just 13 days ago I was just like them, in denial and drunk. Now I'm better? I don't think so. Does anyone else find themselves "judging" more than they used to? I feel great and want others to feel this way too, but I don't want to become an evangelist for non-drinking just yet....am I being true to this group if I don't share my story with them?
I don't know about you, but now that I'm sober my brain is very active. I'm more productive than ever before...and I think I'm kinda irritating, no one has said anything and I often catch my words before I start talking; but I find I'm catching more and more often.
Today is day 13, tomorrow is Aidan's big party, and I will need this forum to get my mind off everything else. Maybe AL was a way to get me from thinking so much!!!!
Peace to all, and to all a good Friday night...
Sorry I have been off the boards these last two days. My in-laws (affectionately called the Clampets by me) have been in town (bunch of drunks) and I have been focusing on Aidan's big birthday party Saturday the 17th. You are all invited to join us!!! We will have a bounce house in the front yard, a minature putt-putt (only 3 holes, I'm not that ridiculous) and a Mickey Mouse Pinyatta (sp?). So....now that my cravings have seen me eat most of the candy for the Pinyatta I will be heading off to the store...on a friday night...running errands for the Clampets...and probably buying them some booze. Wow..I feel like I'm enabeling them, how pretentious is that? Just 13 days ago I was just like them, in denial and drunk. Now I'm better? I don't think so. Does anyone else find themselves "judging" more than they used to? I feel great and want others to feel this way too, but I don't want to become an evangelist for non-drinking just yet....am I being true to this group if I don't share my story with them?
I don't know about you, but now that I'm sober my brain is very active. I'm more productive than ever before...and I think I'm kinda irritating, no one has said anything and I often catch my words before I start talking; but I find I'm catching more and more often.
Today is day 13, tomorrow is Aidan's big party, and I will need this forum to get my mind off everything else. Maybe AL was a way to get me from thinking so much!!!!
Peace to all, and to all a good Friday night...
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