Ok as most of you know i am AF now and i was doing great. No dramas, i was happy and everything was going ok until i decided to quit smoking.
So i did quit, it was not easy but i managed. Now, as soon as i quit smoking i got obsessed with the idea that i should not be AF, i should learn how to moderate.
It is not alcohol devil talking here, NO, it is NICOTINE devil. My mind knows that the only way to force me to smoke again is through alcohol. HA im so glad, cos i know that it will pass. I know you all think i am nuts (well i am) but i am soooo happy now.
Good night and sleep well!!
Netty
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