ARMY THREAD Jan 25th 2009

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ARMY THREAD Jan 25th 2009

Morning all!

Kap when I opened the shop I just had to get a landline put in straight away as although it was not 100% necessary as I have the mobile for calls and internet I needed the landline incase people came in who wanted to chat when I was not in the mood, so I can call myself from one phone to another and pretend its my mum or something to get rid of them.

Very Strange behavoir, or do 'normal' people do that too??!!

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ARMY THREAD Jan 25th 2009

Hiya wishy! How are you doing hun? x

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Morning marby....who knows whats "normal" :-)

[kaponium]

ARMY THREAD Jan 25th 2009

Hey WIshy! Great to have seen you before I park up for the night. Hope you feeling better.
Starts - indeed, what these so-called normal people take for granted as "socialising" can quite honestly bore me shitless. I can be dreadfully anti-social and really quite cynical about the whole of the non-alcoholic human race. They just do not seem to "get it" - and can often seem to me to be so CONSUMED by sheer NOTHING. I really have to practice tolerance and acceptance sometimes. And also the respect of genuinely LISTENING to some of these weird folk....often times I just don't bother, however, It can all seem so fucking TEDIOUS! x

[kaponium]

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LOL, Marby! I make up excuses daily for that sort of thing....and am learning it is OK - FAR BETTER, in fact, than being rude....ya know....we COULD just say. "why don't you just SOD off as you are a boring git" - but really it is not the others fault, nor is it mine. I am just QUITE happy being alone a lot - especially when I am not being paid a healthy hourly rate :H
Starts - I am far too good at the "act" - it gets mighty tiring, however x

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Kap, that is so great to hear you say that....it makes me feel better...I just hardly ever socialise, but I do worry that i might isolate myself too much...living and learning eh?
Sleep well my dear friend x

[kaponium]

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And Starts - as far as the "scratch the surface and there is nothing there" lark goes - I used to TRY TRY TRY so dam hard to be "deep" etc. Today I accept that I am just NOT! I am shallow, fickle and superficial!!! :H :H :H I mean, I care deeply for my loved ones and many things..........I think!? But I don 't really give a shit about the ozone layer or the world recession. Sorry

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Does this mean that we are all just putting on an act?

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ARMY THREAD Jan 25th 2009

kaponium;528817 wrote: Hey WIshy! Great to have seen you before I park up for the night. Hope you feeling better.
Starts - indeed, what these so-called normal people take for granted as "socialising" can quite honestly bore me shitless. I can be dreadfully anti-social and really quite cynical about the whole of the non-alcoholic human race. They just do not seem to "get it" - and can often seem to me to be so CONSUMED by sheer NOTHING. I really have to practice tolerance and acceptance sometimes. And also the respect of genuinely LISTENING to some of these weird folk....often times I just don't bother, however, It can all seem so fucking TEDIOUS! x

LOL yes...my non-drinking BF can sit in a bar for hours with his friends drinking coffee and just talking- it bores me rigid. I would rather take the dogs out, go and sit somewhere nice and read or go shopping- ANYTHING!!

[kaponium]

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Yes starts - One of the BEST draws for me to you and all at MWO is the level of pure understanding. We 'get it" with each other. That is a gift beyond price x

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Kapo, you are a breath of fresh air...and I love you for it! x

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startingover;528822 wrote: Does this mean that we are all just putting on an act?

I think most of us try to put on an act to be accepted and liked by others. It has taken me 44 years to find out that is a bunch of crap and if no one likes me it doesn't matter too much.

My dogs like me

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marbella;528823 wrote: LOL yes...my non-drinking BF can sit in a bar for hours with his friends drinking coffee and just talking- it bores me rigid. I would rather take the dogs out, go and sit somewhere nice and read or go shopping- ANYTHING!!

Me too!!! Hey, I really should stop worrying shouldnt I?:H

[kaponium]

ARMY THREAD Jan 25th 2009

Am so very glad I stopped by here just for this brief period before bed. You guys are treasured by me. I am grounded and blessed in the fact that I have such a wealth of friends here at MWO. Thank you all. I am going to sleep like seven drunken bastards now! I just know it! I am totally knackered!
Hope you all have a wonderful Sunday - happy, joyous and free. Shall hopefull catch up in the morning before I head to work x
Limers, Oney and all to come.....shall look forward to a catch up soon x

[cymru]

ARMY THREAD Jan 25th 2009

My mum just phoned from N.Z and she had been drinking. She denied it, but i just know she had. I hate my mum when she drinks. She used to have a problem, doesnt now, but when she drinks she gets so defensive. I asked her and she said 'no' and then gave me the impression that she thought id been drinking. Pisses me off so much. I just said i had to go, and she she thinks its cause im drunk. No, she is, and i dont want to speak to her like it. Think she would think a bit fecking more about it wouldnt you. I need a cig reallly really really bad!!