Army Thread Friday 30 Jan

[kaponium]

Greetings all soldiers! Just starting up the post before I head to work for the evening. Wet day here, been relaxing at home for most of it.
Had text message from Helen Pus-face yesterday at 10am saying I could meet her at 10.30am for a visit with my daughter. The FUCKING liberty! I replied by saying , "whay thank you SOOO very much, 1.30pm would suit better, " of course she wouldn't do that. So I have emailed her very politely asking for a little more time, as I sort of have a life too. SIGH!
Anyway, troopers, will not let that get me down, have had a very up and down few moments throughout the week so far - taking it all in stride.
Hoping this finds each of you refreshed and ready for another day of WINNING sobriety. Check in later after work

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[Wish Upon a Star]

Army Thread Friday 30 Jan

Morning Kapo and all to come. Kapo, don't let Helen get you down. She is waiting for a reaction from you so you being polite and nice is going to annoy her even more. Stay strong and positive hun as your so so so much better than her x x

[startingover]

Army Thread Friday 30 Jan

Good morning Kapo, wishy washy and all troopers!
Kap, that woman sounds such a nasty piece of work...just know that you are SO much better than her, and that what you are doing is the right thing...wel done for not letting it light your fire,,,

Hi Wishy, hows u today hun?

Well, I am still trying to figure out new toy, I have a book, a brain (sort of) and I cannot do the most simple things...its fun learning though...

[Wish Upon a Star]

Army Thread Friday 30 Jan

Morning Starts, i'm good today thanks. Have been up since 5am cleaning the house.

Hope you and your MAC are getting on ok!!

[Wish Upon a Star]

Army Thread Friday 30 Jan

I had to get up early anyway, my parents are off on there travels so wanted to say goodbye to them. Couldn't go back to sleep so got the bleach out and cleaned the house, again!

[Wish Upon a Star]

Army Thread Friday 30 Jan

LOL Oney!!! I've always loved cleaning. Think its because i like the relaxing part afterwards when everything is clean. Also get great satisfaction out of cleaning, very rewarding.

[Seacailin]

Army Thread Friday 30 Jan

Just wanted to check in. No, I am not ok. severe depression. Just miss u all and wanted u to know that I am alive.

[In Details]

Army Thread Friday 30 Jan

You will be ok

Don't give up...

[Seacailin]

Army Thread Friday 30 Jan

Thank u In Details and welcome aboard. This really is a great place. It has helped me have more sober days in the last six months than I have had in 5 years. I lost my job close to a month ago and I am just really depressed.

[startingover]

Army Thread Friday 30 Jan

Seabers, I have been worried about you hun..
Do you know what is making you depressed? Is it your job, or just everything?

[startingover]

Army Thread Friday 30 Jan

I know with me if I get into a rut, I find it terribly difficult to get myself out of it...but like I said the other day, forcing myself to make a list of all the daft things Ineed to do, and ticking off one by one helps. Just forcing myself to do something...plus talkiing to someone. Can you talk to anyone?

[Seacailin]

Army Thread Friday 30 Jan

Thank u for talking to me Starts

[startingover]

Army Thread Friday 30 Jan

Hey Sea, c'mon, you know we are always here for you...can you type exactly what you are feeling right now?

[Seacailin]

Army Thread Friday 30 Jan

I don't even know how to explain what I live with on a daily basis. I gastrointestinal pain that the doctors can't figure out. I had it back in the 90's and it has come back and they want to start scoping me all over again. I am so depressed.

[kaponium]

Army Thread Friday 30 Jan

Hi all - not long home...
Sea - PM me if you feel like it - GOD, I really, really feel for you - it doesn't seem fair that you are having these huge bouts of depression....try and stay on here and GOOD ONE for letting us know where you are at. Huge part of the depression passing.
Hey there Wishy, Starts, Oney and nice to meet ya, In Details...

Well, I got a REALLY NASTY email back from Helen, I am just going to NOT reply at all. FUCK I WAS FUMING on my way to work - it came into my inbox JUST after I had started the army thread...."she told me I was selfish and how "rightly " angry she was that I couldn't turn up, that she was left to "pick up the pieces from my daughter's disappointment "yet again" and how I am doing my daughter "long term irreversible damage" by not turning up yesterday. F U C K ! ! ! ! I texted her back IMMEDIATELY politely asking for a bit more time ( 1.30pm) - I mean that woman is DRIVING ME NUTS. Seriously, guys, I am feeling NOT depressed buy actually very, very homicidal.