I'm Disappointed in Myself...

[KBCE]

...but happy to be back. Thought I could do it myself, thought I was too busy to get involved on another forum, then realized that being back on this forum may help me get my act together - for good. I need to be responsible for my drinking, or over drinking. My drinking has not escalated since June, but it certainly has not diminished!

Anyway, I am a little nervous being back, and feel like a big wino dork, but it is what it is. And I am hoping I can finally get a grip on this thing. I will do my best. And pray ALOT.

[Blanchieboo]

I'm Disappointed in Myself...

The great thing about this forum is that no-one is going to judge you. We have all been where you are. Actually, I am where you are right now. Let's join forces and kick this things big ole ugly butt!

[Ripple]

I'm Disappointed in Myself...

KBC .. when we have the strength to admit and try, i believe that is better than doing nothing at all. I know a person in AA who it took 2 years of fooling around before she really became serious and did something about it. On a personal note, i get more disappointed when i get completely out of control. Far more sober than drunk, its an ongoing project, how can i stop for ever? I really don't think i can.

Good Luck and keep trying.. Ripple. :l

[BecomingMeAtLast]

I'm Disappointed in Myself...

KBCE,

I left and came back, too. I'm so glad I did and I'm so glad you did, too!

Be

[akgirl]

I'm Disappointed in Myself...

Welcome back!

Sending prayers your way
:l
Ak

[dill]

I'm Disappointed in Myself...

Yes, welcome back! We're all in this together. It's good that you are renewing your efforts. I wish you well!

[cmhguy3]

I'm Disappointed in Myself...

Welcome back! I am also renewing my commitment. GO TEAM GO!