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So, I was reading posts about how many of us are so scared and confused when we first come to MWO. And I was thinking to myself...what am I REALLY scared of?
Am I scared I won't be the life of the party?
Am I scared no one will think I am fun and witty and smart?
Am I scared I won't be the person everyone comes to to listen to their problems?
Am I scared that I won't be the person that always says yes?
OR....
Am I scared I will not remember my daughters' phone calls?
Am I scared that I will go to work hungover?
Am I scared I will not be sober enough to make love to my husband?
Am I scared that I will be too drunk to drive to the hospital when my dad has another heart attack?
Am I scared I will not remember my best friend crying to me about her husband's affair?
Am I scared I won't fall fall down the stairs after a night of drinking?
Am I scared that I will be too drunk to help anyone in need?
Am I scared that I am missing out on useless calories?
Am I scared that I don't remember how I got to bed the night before?
Am I scared about what my boss thinks of my behavior at a conference?
Am I scared that my daughters avoid me?
Am I scared that I am losing friends?
Am I scared that I am lonely?
Am I scared that I am doing a crappy job at work?
Am I scared that my husband is afraid to leave me alone?
Am I scared that I miss out on so much because I am passed out.?
OKAY...ENOUGH OF BEING SCARED. Scared is:
S=sad
C=confused
A= agitated
R=resentful
E=embarassed
D=disappointed
Done with that shit!
So, I was reading posts about how many of us are so scared and confused when we first come to MWO. And I was thinking to myself...what am I REALLY scared of?
Am I scared I won't be the life of the party?
Am I scared no one will think I am fun and witty and smart?
Am I scared I won't be the person everyone comes to to listen to their problems?
Am I scared that I won't be the person that always says yes?
OR....
Am I scared I will not remember my daughters' phone calls?
Am I scared that I will go to work hungover?
Am I scared I will not be sober enough to make love to my husband?
Am I scared that I will be too drunk to drive to the hospital when my dad has another heart attack?
Am I scared I will not remember my best friend crying to me about her husband's affair?
Am I scared I won't fall fall down the stairs after a night of drinking?
Am I scared that I will be too drunk to help anyone in need?
Am I scared that I am missing out on useless calories?
Am I scared that I don't remember how I got to bed the night before?
Am I scared about what my boss thinks of my behavior at a conference?
Am I scared that my daughters avoid me?
Am I scared that I am losing friends?
Am I scared that I am lonely?
Am I scared that I am doing a crappy job at work?
Am I scared that my husband is afraid to leave me alone?
Am I scared that I miss out on so much because I am passed out.?
OKAY...ENOUGH OF BEING SCARED. Scared is:
S=sad
C=confused
A= agitated
R=resentful
E=embarassed
D=disappointed
Done with that shit!
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