:upset: The bad new is, this morning was not so great. The hubby said some derrogatory stuff (Joking of course). For some reason between me, myself and I , I let it get to me and took the comment extremely personally and began Journaling while tears ran down my face.
Then, I went out for groceries and back home to make lunch. Oddly, enough he came home for lunch and we had a brief talk. (Place Huggable Here). After he left to go back to the church to do some more work (in the basement). I began thinking about MWO . . . and then, suddenly, it hit me, OMG, I didn't take a drink, no sir, I didn't take a drink. It was like time travelling backward when I didn't drink and I journalled everything.
So, now I'm thinking - this is a LightBulb moment ! ! ! I 'did not take a drink', as I would have in the past couple of years, not matter what time of day or night. If he would jokingly demean me, I would take a drink. But this time the Good News is - I didn't.
So then I'm thinking - You know, you know when Your are Getting Better - when something has clicked and you don't have the desire to drink. And you replaced it with a Positive Action where there usually was self-destruction.
Thankyou so much all of you wonderful people at MWO! :l
God Bless!
Then, I went out for groceries and back home to make lunch. Oddly, enough he came home for lunch and we had a brief talk. (Place Huggable Here). After he left to go back to the church to do some more work (in the basement). I began thinking about MWO . . . and then, suddenly, it hit me, OMG, I didn't take a drink, no sir, I didn't take a drink. It was like time travelling backward when I didn't drink and I journalled everything.
So, now I'm thinking - this is a LightBulb moment ! ! ! I 'did not take a drink', as I would have in the past couple of years, not matter what time of day or night. If he would jokingly demean me, I would take a drink. But this time the Good News is - I didn't.
So then I'm thinking - You know, you know when Your are Getting Better - when something has clicked and you don't have the desire to drink. And you replaced it with a Positive Action where there usually was self-destruction.
Thankyou so much all of you wonderful people at MWO! :l
God Bless!
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