I just wanted to check in really, i have'nt been on for a while. The best laid plans of back part of last year have'nt really panned out as i'd hoped. I'm still doing better than i was but not as well as i'd like. But i'll get there, its just taking longer than i'd wanted.
I have'nt posted for a while because the last thing i posted i was pretty drunk and down. I read it the next morning and just got so embaressed. Stupid really as i have never even met any of you.
I did'nt manage to get asleep last night..2nd night jitters and all that..Just been doing a lot of thinking. Mainly regretting a lot of things, and trying to suss out what things i can change. Its 5.15 am here and the house is dead silent..They'll all be up soon getting ready for school and it'll be like Picadilly station so im making the most of the quiet.
Hope all are well..Love Macks:l
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