I'm really happy to have something to do tonight to keep my mind off of my troubles because tomorrow morning my company is doing LAYOFFS! Nobody knows and I will have to lay one person off myself and I have been feeling TERRIBLE about it :upset:. I have NEVER fired or laid off a person before! That is one of the reasons that my drinking had gotten so out of control. I have had this hanging over my head for months and I can't discuss it with anybody and I feel so terribly guilty even though I didn't even get a vote in the matter. I have been praying and praying that I can get through the meeting in the morning without crying like a fool! Please everybody say a prayer for me for tomorrow!! I will try so hard to be brave and now that I have something wonderful to do tonight I know I won't be tempted to drink in anticipation of tomorrow!
Sorry this post is so long!!
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