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[dill]

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Hippie, I could feel the intensity of your pain and conflict in reading your post. I admire your courage and honesty.

[maddiva]

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I am not sure I believe in you Hippie. You wrote a few PMs to me and I thought ok the guy is good, but then you never got back. Seems to me you are more interested in chasing your dick and in that way it is a bit like the dog chasings it's tail. A fruitless task. Get a grip and grow up. Where are you now with your militance?? Gonna come up for animal cruelty or for the government slashing the country. I do wonder. I think you are full of bull...... be as nasty as you like ..... I too am the militant and bored of you....:H

[maddiva]

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Do enlighten me with your 'wow-drop dead intelligence'. You are so far out of it I wonder if you can ever be any good at being an activist. Or tell me 'are they all stoned?' What you said to me PM begs that question or do you think women will fall for it? Not this one sunshine. Hippie like the mass majority you are full of shit....:h

[hippie37]

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Maddie I'm just being honest that I fucking struggled the other night and the reasons why I'm struggling with accepting or surrendering to a 12 step recovery program. It doesn't bother me what you think of me as long as I know I'm starting to get honest with myself and my thoughts. And as most will know here I tried that method of thinking a relationship was gonna fix me! I'm not here to impress ANYONE including YOU.

Have a good day.

Love and Happiness
Hippie
xx

[IAD]

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That's what I like about you Hippie..............Your such a sweetheart ! Ha! Ha! IAD

[maddiva]

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There is an old saying Hipster like 'don't make me laugh!!' but it is not wise to use that here. I think save the bullshit for the next victim. Fortunately, my balls are such that I don't buy into your crap. I aint no one's victim, but I guess many would if they thought for one minute you represented what you say you do... You aint no activist cos you are too stoned and piss to do shit.... Welcome to the real world and I sincerely hope you get better. As for not impressing me.. You have... you really have.....:h

[cmhguy3]

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Glad you made it thru!

[peacenik]

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hippie try responding to the positive people in your thread instead of focusing on the negative...you may find a change in yourself when you do.

[Last Of The Summer Wine]

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Maddiva - why don't you jump on that flea-bitten old nag in your avatar and just fly off - you're a waste of space!
Best wishes
J

[maddiva]

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LAST OF THE SUMMER WINE!! If I cared what you thought that would upset me, but guess what I don't!!! Perhaps you should read the PM which Hippie sent to me some time ago, which was innappropriate, explicit and without reason. I am not sure if he was even aware he was doing it. Then and only then can you see where I am coming from. If I wanted to join a dating website, I would. I came on here for help and to read others stories. I get annoyed at people who have problems and then put their issues and problems on to others. I should imagine, if anything, my negative comments would make him stand up and get better. Not worse. He needs tough love. Cos to date the guy is in a bad state and kind words are not helping him. I have no ill intention towards him and have spoken to him personally. But if you continue to wipe his arse and say 'all is ok' then he will not get better. You can insult me as much as you like but make sure you have the full facts before you start to condemn me. It just shows me just how little you know...... I am glad you view me as a waste of space.... It means much. Thanks for that. I could call you an oxygen thief, but guess what I won't. Have a nice day though and do get armed with facts before you insult me.... As for jumping on a flea bitten nag I suspect you are referring to Pegasus. Then all I can say is lie down and let me board you and we can fly off into the sunshine..... Cos Pegasus aint a flea bitten nag, but I bet you are!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now enough of the insults and get your facts straight before you start on me.....

[fickle]

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Hippie,
I admire you for your honesty about what you have been through and staying sober through what must have been a very hard night. Some days it is clearly One Day At A Time while other days are easier.
Needless to say I am not impressed by the useless attitude of some who have replied to this thread in a negative or antagonistic manner. To them I say: Please take your business elsewhere and do not muddy the waters for those in need. PM each other with your hateful remarks! Leave it off the boards.
Time and time again I see a person reach out for help only to have poisonous personalities respond. This is not how it is supposed to work.
Thank goodness there are many people here who are actually wonderful and supportive. I guess many of us would've gone off & slit our wrists without them.
Magnitude of Gratitude to those helpful folk on this thread and on MWO in general. I know the good outweighs the bad by far.
Please keep the love coming for all the newbies because we gotta beat the poison.

[Dolly Sunshine]

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Hippie good for you for getting through without picking up. Those nights are hard. I do just want to say for the record I truly believe I lost my identity when I was drinking and only found the real me when I quit.

Maddiva I am not here often anymore however it seems whenever I am you have either just said something hateful or are apologizing for being hateful. If you can't add something positive to the site then perhaps you should not post on it.

[Accountable for Me]

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Dolly Sunshine;559487 wrote: Hippie good for you for getting through without picking up. Those nights are hard. I do just want to say for the record I truly believe I lost my identity when I was drinking and only found the real me when I quit.

Maddiva I am not here often anymore however it seems whenever I am you have either just said something hateful or are apologizing for being hateful. If you can't add something positive to the site then perhaps you should not post on it.

I have been biting my tongue since yesterday as I didn't want to rock the boat here. BUT I have to agree with Dolly on this one, Maddiva. I can't even count how many times you have created threads or posted in pure anger only to come here the next day apologizing. This has gone on since you joined. Most people would have their heads taken off for stepping out of line; but for some reason a lot of people tell you "IT IS OK". Then you re-offend over and over. I think you should listen to your own advice. You need just as much help as anyone here. Getting mad at Hippie because of the offending PM isn't going to solve anything - for either of you.

Hippie, I know that you are struggling. Not only do you have the alcohol issue, you also have the drug issue. Please draw the strength that I know you have from within and keep going. You can come here anytime and cry out loud for help. That is what this site is for. If you did right maddiva an offensive PM, then I would apologize for it and just move on.

All the best. :l

[A Work in Progress]

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Well done, AFM. I agree, on all counts.

[Lila]

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I agree with these last posts. I think Hippie was really opening up and speaking from the heart, and I thought that was an abusive post. This is supposed to be a safe place for us, is it not?