Army Thread 12th March

[Seacailin]

Army Thread 12th March

Hi Evie
Nice to see you as always. I like your idea of Wob making a cake for Oney. Beautiful thought.

[startingover]

Army Thread 12th March

Bandy!! Welcome back!!
I dont think you are alone in your coping strategies. I know I have spent most of my life blocking out thoughts and people and denying my problems.
You have done brilliantly looking at this and coming back given how you felt about it. Very brave if you ask me.
Its great to see you. Maybe now you can go into this more fully? I always believe we have right time to approach our problems and maybe now this is your time.
Glad you are back Bandy

[startingover]

Army Thread 12th March

Evie, I desperately need some TLC thank you!!

[startingover]

Army Thread 12th March

Seabers, how are you feeling today hun?

[Seacailin]

Army Thread 12th March

Thanks for asking Starts
I am mildly nauseaous, but just got some toast down. I am shaking, sweaty, and an emotionaly wreck. I am going to see if I can get someone to go to these meeting with me, as I'm afraid I will collapse. I hope you feel better Starts; sending some TLC your way.

[startingover]

Army Thread 12th March

Sea, are you still feeling like that after 4 days of not drinking? Is this how it usually is for you?
Best not drive, God you must feel dreadful...TLC coming right back at you....

[Seacailin]

Army Thread 12th March

It is not usually this bad. I think this is my final warning. I don't think I have another recovery in me, neither does my sponsor. She is keeping me glued to her hip all weekend.

[startingover]

Army Thread 12th March

Sea, make this your time, come hell or high water, make that decision that you will not drink again.

[Seacailin]

Army Thread 12th March

This HAS to be IT Starts. I seriously think I will die if I do it again. I am now willing to go to ANY lenghths to maintain my sobriety. It has to be Number One.

[Evie.Lou]

Army Thread 12th March

Seacailin;569859 wrote: This HAS to be IT Starts. I seriously think I will die if I do it again. I am now willing to go to ANY lenghths to maintain my sobriety. It has to be Number One.

Dearest Sea, I am so sorry to see you struggling so hard. I remember when I was sure that I didn't have another sober in me and it was just the desperate feeling that I needed to finally stop. That was last May 14th. Since then I have had 3 slips that I was able to stop before they became full blown relapses. I did that with the use of meds..I don't think I could have stopped and stayed stopped, without them.
Have you thought of baclofen???

[greeneyes]

Army Thread 12th March

Hey all.

Hi Bandit - long time no see! Glad you came back!

Oney, I like Evie's idea. I believe on a soul level, you and Wob agreed to allow AVA to have the human experience through you and with you. So it really is a happy birthday for everybody.

Starty, hope you get to feeling better soon :l

Gyco, hope you get to your appt.

Is krigs around? I hope I'm not frowned upon because I "poked" fun at the birthday ordeal. :H I honestly think that when stuff like that happens, that the target is random and has nothing to do with the person. So krigs, smooth your ruffled feathers down. Not one person here thought it was you. Since I was next in the posting they more likely think it was me! :H

My brother got laid off yesterday. Unemployed wife and 6 week old baby. Ugh.

Gotta go to the hole. Later.

[greeneyes]

Army Thread 12th March

Aww... sea, I'm so sorry you feel this way. I wish there was something I could do. I know that feeling. I'm thinking of you today.

[Seacailin]

Army Thread 12th March

Yes, I have given alot of thought to Baclofen. In my new job, if I get it, I will not be doing bedside nursing, so Antabuse may become a possiblily also. I will have to talk with my doc. I have not insurance right now.

[Seacailin]

Army Thread 12th March

My sponsor said that I deserve it and she is right.

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Army Thread 12th March

Deserve what?