Yes, I have had some toast and soup last night. The good thing is I have lost some weight!!! Yippee!! Its nearly made it all worth it!
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Army Thread 13 March 09
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Army Thread 13 March 09
one2many;570624 wrote: Morning guys..I am crippled here with woman pains.....I am sooooooooooo gonna go for a smear soon especially as I had to get cancerous cells removed before.....I have let it go on too long...
Starty, I am so sorry I was not around yest, I was all wrapped up in Avas birthday and visitors, I feel like a shitbag to know you were going thru wank.
Ok Starty, I know you didnt do anything the outplacement gobshite told ya...what of it???? You had already decided you were taking time out to find out what you wanted to do and find outwhat the new sober Starty's heart was saying..that takes time....it takes rest, reflection and self discovery...it is a journey and there are NO TIME LIMITS........you take it at your own pace, do your own thing and when you are ready, then make up your mind...you do not need some bollix at the end of the phone rushing you and pushing you for decisions that you are not ready to make.....forget about him...thats his job at the end of the day and he has to be seen doing it......feck him..YOU are the important one here....it is your life and your journey....you call the shots and you are in charge........you were a slave to addictions long enough and now you are in the driving seat and NOTHING or NOBODY can have a hold over you......Starty is the boss.
And as for going back to your old ways.....you won't, simple as that......
The girl I met was happy in herself, thrilled to be finally free, that girl kept me strong that weekend, that girl put all thoughts of drinking out of my head.....that girl taught me that i could go away for a weekend and stay in a hotel in the middle of town and not drink and have a totally wonderful time.....it was a real eye opener for me and a gift......I can never thank you enough for that........you made me feel proud of myself and you made me realise that..Yes, I can do this and it is the best pressie I have ever gotten....I mean that.
I hope you feel better soon hon, hang on in there, love ya to bits.xxxxxx
You are so right, I am in the driving seat now, no other fecker.
Get yer smear test done!!!Living now and not just existing since 9th July 2008
Nicotine Free since 6th February 2009
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Army Thread 13 March 09
One of my fish is moaning that he's not been fed yet. I have forgotten actually, usually done it before I've gone to work.
You should hear the noise he's making! When he was small it was a cute little clicking noise, now it's a loud 'clonk' because he's about 20cm long. Better snap to it!Listen for God's voice in everything you do, everywhere you go; He's the one who will keep you on track. Proverbs 3:6 The Message
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Army Thread 13 March 09
Yay! So great to see you both!!
Sorry I've been so busy... I kind of feel guilty that I've no time to read so I don't post generally unless I have time to at least catch up on what's happening for everyone.
Tonight's an exception.. just wanted to jump on and say Hey!!
So how are you guys going?
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