Well, today I get to see the people that I got blasted around on Friday night. Not that many of them will remember themselves. I am mainly just embarrassed. I get mad at myself for thinking that on a day like today, when we are saying goodbye to a wonderful person and friend, that I am actually worried about what I did on Friday night and what people are thinking about me. How sick is that? That is just how insecure I am. I had the thought of having a glass of wine before going, but that would not be the right move. I guess I am unraveling this big mess piece by piece. Thanks for listening.
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Here we go again.
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Paranoid, if other people were drinking/drunk too, then probably no one will say anything to you about whatever you did. Focus on well-wishing your friend. If there is AL at the event tonight (is it work or a social thing?) then just pace yourself -- have a bottle of water between drinks, or stay AF if you can. Good luck. It will be OK. -
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It's a memorial today. Yes most were quite intoxicated as well. I just happened to be the one that broke down and cried in front of everyone over something that in a sober state of mind is so stupid. Then I said things to a few people that were directed at something that really isn't any of my business. The people at this function will mostly be drinkers, I am sure there will be wine and beer. I think I will just not drink at all. I am able to mod for a while but eventually it all blows up. Thanks for your reply.Here we go again.
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Nervous
Hey, you are on Day 3, so that is a start. I've said plenty of stupid things and cried like an idiot when drunk. But I am AF today. I am sorry about your friend. You'll get through it.Comment
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