I was doing so good and when i thought i am all good i failed. I just have been on the 4 day binge. Today is my second day fully AF. I drank on monday till afternoon and then i stopped cos the pain was too great.
To my suprise i feel better already. The withdrawals started to wearing off today, although yesterday and monday was a pure hell.I met for dinner with some friends last night. I did not feel like driving so they come and picked me up. They had to stop car twice cos i felt sick.
After dinner and eating a proper meal in the nice restaurant i started to feel better,although anxiety did not allow me to sleep till morning.
There are few things that were different. I did not have shakes. My hands were ok. I did not have panic attacks, i mean i had huge anxiety but no panic attacks this time. I have never vomit before and it happened to me twice this time.
I still believe that i'm doing ok. I failed i know but i am on the right path. I hope.
To all people that replied when i needed help BIG thank you.
Ohh its the 3rd day AF cos its just past midnight
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