Longest in a really long time. I was going through w/d so badly last week I had to see a Dr.
After much couseling, and after the doc made a phone call to my fiance, we decided to do an outpatient detox, with librium. The fiance was responsible for giving me the meds and monitoring me for 4 whole days. I was in agony. He stood by me, and did everything he possibly could. By the end of day 4 I laughed at something, and he looked at me with a tear in his eye and said, "there's the girl I fell in love with.":lilheart::lilheart::lilheart::lilheart::lil heart::
I am lucky to have someone who would stick with me me through that, and I know I have someone who loves me unconditionally, which feels really nice considering how I felt on AL. I feel better today, not great. I don't imagine I will feel great for a while.
The craving is still there, but the look I get from him when he's proud of me is better than being wasted.:lilheart:
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