Hi there everyone,
Just wanted to let you all know that i got back today back from my rather horrid stint in hospital and to thank you all for your lovely comments while i was away...some days they were what stopped me from signing myself out an going to get blind drunk.
It's sad that things got to the point where i did somethinng so silly but at least it gave me the opening i needed to tell someone medical about my problem, and they were brilliant...i never expected that, thought id just be looked down on and sent home like it was my own fault but they couldnt have been more helpful.
So with the assistance of librium - which i have to say is fantastic at controling withdrawals - i have been AF for 12 days, the longest iv gone in 4 years and i dont even want a drink, i feel really well and healthy!!
It's quite scary when your told you have the liver of a 60 year old and your only 29!! but with the supps theyve given me and if i dont drink for 2 to 3 months they reckon it will repair itself, by which time i think ill be ok to try moderation. I may well slip in the mean time but even if i do give in and have a bottle of wine im not gonna beat myself up cause tomorrow is always another day and at least all i'll have is a normal hangover rather than feeling like im gonna die if i dont drink as soon as i get up!!
Dont think id of had the courage to fully admit my problem if it wasnt for the support iv recieved of everyone on here, hope it continues as nxt few wks may be difficult.
Big hugs and thank you all millions
Bambs..how are ya babes? How you copin with hubby away? Hope your ok chick x x
Lou Lou x x x x
Just wanted to let you all know that i got back today back from my rather horrid stint in hospital and to thank you all for your lovely comments while i was away...some days they were what stopped me from signing myself out an going to get blind drunk.
It's sad that things got to the point where i did somethinng so silly but at least it gave me the opening i needed to tell someone medical about my problem, and they were brilliant...i never expected that, thought id just be looked down on and sent home like it was my own fault but they couldnt have been more helpful.
So with the assistance of librium - which i have to say is fantastic at controling withdrawals - i have been AF for 12 days, the longest iv gone in 4 years and i dont even want a drink, i feel really well and healthy!!
It's quite scary when your told you have the liver of a 60 year old and your only 29!! but with the supps theyve given me and if i dont drink for 2 to 3 months they reckon it will repair itself, by which time i think ill be ok to try moderation. I may well slip in the mean time but even if i do give in and have a bottle of wine im not gonna beat myself up cause tomorrow is always another day and at least all i'll have is a normal hangover rather than feeling like im gonna die if i dont drink as soon as i get up!!
Dont think id of had the courage to fully admit my problem if it wasnt for the support iv recieved of everyone on here, hope it continues as nxt few wks may be difficult.
Big hugs and thank you all millions
Bambs..how are ya babes? How you copin with hubby away? Hope your ok chick x x
Lou Lou x x x x
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