Listening to Mr Starts popping a beer can has been making me almost drool. Watching him smoke has sent every nerve ending into overdrive wanting to take that cigarette and smoke it. Every few minutes I have been feeling something is missing from my life, when I scan through my body to check what it is, its been alcohol and nicotine that I want. The tension that that has caused has made me also want the opiates too...
I want to know why now? Nothing drastic has happened in my life..I have a few worries, but nothing really out of the norm. I have dealt with far more stressful situations since becoming sober that havent affected me this way.
Chief had some bad cravings after a long time of being sober I remember. Is this what happens from time to time? How long does it last? Or should I go back to taking my supplements? I stopped taking the kudzu and the lglutamine about 3 weeks ago because I was feeling so good.
Any thoughts or theories would be most welcome.
Thanks in advance everyone.
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