Hi All

[WA]

Just a quick pop in to up date old friend and new alike ......

After over a year almost AF I slipped big time ....... This is not a negative message by no means.

I went back to AL as I thought I needed him just for one night, only I soon remembered he does not do one night stands.

My biggest fight with AL this time was my feelings of guilt and being a failure, and that turned to sheer anger on my part that led to me nearly losing someone so so special in my life.

My little message to all if if you slip please get right back up again and fight because you are so worth it.

And remember YOU are in control!!!!!!

Love to all xxx

PS Im in control again and intend to stay there xxx

[startingover]

Hi All

Thanks for the warning WA, it goes to show that we must ALWAYS remain vlgilant.
I am glad you are back in control once again.

[rubywillow]

Hi All

WA, such a great post!!! Ride that horse, baby!!! The only defeat is defeating ourselves, if we just remember we CAN start over tomorrow, NO FOUL! Sure, we feel crappy about it, feel like failures, worthless, all those nasty adjectives, but what does that accomplish. It's like relishing in self-pity. You get nowhere!!! With your fantastic attitude, tomorrow can be the best day ever! Who knows what can happen, as long as you remember you can start over, use your tools, and have a sober day. Congratulations on your mindset - it'll get you there!!!
Rubes

[tlrgs]

Hi All

thats awesome WA GOOD TO HEAR KEEP GOING STAY STRONG AND KEEP THINKING POSITIVE

[brittzak]

Hi All

WA..I KNOW U!!!! I have missed you so much.....I hope you and baby beet are well. SMOOCHIES...u r a tough gal...I am in awe of your strength....keep on keeping on my love.

[Guitarista]

Hi All

Thanks for the post WA. Great you are back in the saddle!..............G.

[Evie.Lou]

Hi All

WA, I am coming up on a year anniversary with only (3 short slips in that time) and I so much needed to be reminded that I am still only one drink away from a drunk...THANKS SO MUCH !!!