The Next day Thread Tues 28th April

[Angelcakes]

The Next day Thread Tues 28th April

Pan -icked;602162 wrote: Still have some left of both. I'm not ready to let go again yet. Hate myself for it, but I'm allowing myself to be weak until I get some strength back.

And don't hate yourself for it...

[Pan]

The Next day Thread Tues 28th April

Hey, it's too late. I've been hungover for two days. Not nice. Too late not to go crazy too. Already did that. This is why I do not drink anymore.

Also, a good way not to smoke when you have smokes is to lose your lighter because you were too pissed to notice where you dropped/put it.

[Pan]

The Next day Thread Tues 28th April

Angel and Zen, I will reply to your PMs a bit later. I'm still feeling a bit raw.

[Pan]

The Next day Thread Tues 28th April

It's pretty hard not to hate myself at the moment. I tried to talk myself out of buying a cask, knowing what the consequences may be, but I did it anyway. STUPID. My husband hates me enough for both of us at the moment.

[Pan]

The Next day Thread Tues 28th April

Also I am having a battle with my neighbour over palm fronds he has pruned and thrown back over my fence. One of the dogs was basking in the sun and the frond nearly hit her. She ran for her life. He is a cantakerous old bastard. NOT a good neighbour. He's called me all sorts of names for telling him off. Shame he isn't as nice as the starfish man I told off.

[Pan]

The Next day Thread Tues 28th April

I politely told him to gently place the fronds where the dogs don't sit, if he finds it absolutely necessary to return his pruning to me. He doesn't give a shit.

[Pan]

The Next day Thread Tues 28th April

In my case, a 5 litre cardboard box with a foil container with wine. Costs between $12-$18.

[Pan]

The Next day Thread Tues 28th April

Zen, you can buy them in 2 litre, 4 litre and 5.

[Pan]

The Next day Thread Tues 28th April

Full of chemicals, tastes just okay and obviously very bad for one.

[Pan]

The Next day Thread Tues 28th April

Happy to be keeping your education up to date, Zen.

[Pan]

The Next day Thread Tues 28th April

Hey Angel and Zen, thanks guys for being here for me this morning. Your friendship means so much. If you hadn't been online I would have still been sitting here trying to compose a very difficult letter to my husband with a very sad attitude. You have cheered me up and now I think I can do the letter.

[Pan]

The Next day Thread Tues 28th April

Zen! What did you do?

[Angelcakes]

The Next day Thread Tues 28th April

Hey there...had to go shower & do chores.
You lost your lighter...I would've used the toaster or the stove or anything to get that thing lit. I remember someone here saying the burnt their face (upper lip I think it was) lighting ciggies on the toaster...but were too pissed to notice until someone at work asked the next day. I know I shouldn't but I still get a chuckle out of that (with, not at)
Your neighbour sounds like a right old fart...I just don't see how people don't understand that if you have to live next door to someone it really is easier just to be nice. Things like that make me want to indulge my fantasy of living in the bush with no neighbours and some animals.
Good luck with the letter.
Back to do more chores & will check in again later.

xo

[Pan]

The Next day Thread Tues 28th April

Yep, I used the stove. I remembered that from when I was a teenager. I have put the letter on hold. Just can't get motivated. I don't have any smokes left and I'm talking myself out of going out to buy more.

[Pan]

The Next day Thread Tues 28th April

Seriously, I don't think I have ever been that pissed that I wouldn't have noticed a burn...