army thread may 2nd 2009

[Seacailin]

army thread may 2nd 2009

Oh yeah, and I am seeing my doctor on Thurs, so will discuss Antabuse or Topa or something with her.

[startingover]

army thread may 2nd 2009

Sea, you are sounding very dertermined this time girlie!
The kudzu and lglut really help me. Use every weapon that you can....
Do you find watching programmes about alkies helps you at all?

[Seacailin]

army thread may 2nd 2009

I watch Intervention; always makes me cry. My poor daughter, what I have put her through.

[startingover]

army thread may 2nd 2009

Yes, but does it help stop you picking up that first drink?
Thats what I do if I feel weak, watch something horrific to jog my memory

[Pan]

army thread may 2nd 2009

Hi

[startingover]

army thread may 2nd 2009

Hi Pan!
Did you sort your emails out?

[Pan]

army thread may 2nd 2009

Nup, still trying.

[cymru]

army thread may 2nd 2009

Strange as it sounds, I used to watch intervention alot when I was coming up to a binge, cause it made me feel "I wasn't that bad" Then I'd go off on one. Just another excuse from my alkie mind!

[startingover]

army thread may 2nd 2009

Ooops, not what I had in mind Cy!!!

[startingover]

army thread may 2nd 2009

Thats a pain in the butt Pan..
Do you still have to share a connection?

[Popeye]

army thread may 2nd 2009

Morning Folks!
Seacailin: I'm sorry you had a rough time and I'm glad you're back.
I'm feeling OK today. A lot better for being sober, but I've things weighing on my mind that I can't do anything about. I'm not worried about me. I'm getting by alright and I have plenty to smile about but sometimes I've got to take a deep breath and look inside and wonder where it's all going....
Still, enough melancholia for now. My son's coming through for a visit tomorrow. Hopefully that will be good. My dad called last night to let me know he went for a good long distance walk with my brother and is feeling tip-top after his recent cancer scare. I'm going to go to the bookies and bet a whole ?1 on a football coupon. I get scared if I bet any more than that.
Anyway, wishing eveyone at MWO a peaceful and happy weekend.

[Seacailin]

army thread may 2nd 2009

Hi Pan
Starts that is the only show that I know of about alkies. Yes, I think it helps. As I get back to meetings and meet new people, I will get as many women's phone numbers as I can, and learn how to pick up the phone BEFORE the drink and ask for help. Asking for help has been one of my biggest obstacles.

[startingover]

army thread may 2nd 2009

Hey Pops, good to see you!
I get like that too sometimes, kind of overwhelmed with just dealing with me and my emotions...it can be scary and I think its because we are more used to burying rather than dealing...
Things seem to be good with your family so that is a blessing and GOOD LUCK at the bookies!!!

[Seacailin]

army thread may 2nd 2009

Thanks Pops
I hope u have a nice visit with you son, and GREAT for your Father.

[startingover]

army thread may 2nd 2009

Have a look at the Rain in My Heart documentary on you tube...that usually does it for me....or there is one about a successful reporter who ends up living on the streets. I forget the name just now, but oney knows it.
Asking for help isnt one of my strong points either...