I have been a bit of an arsehole latley but i just think im nervous about going in..Its not the routine and the giving up..I think i am just gonna miss my family so much..Mrs Macks works now because i have to have had a drink by dinner time..Our youngest is autistic an he relies on me for everything..Its his routine that hes comfortable with..I'm worried about messing that up aswell..
3 weeks sound like nothing in the whole scheme of things but last time i did 12 days it felt like a year..
I know i am doing the right thing...Im just very nervouse and cant wait to be out..sober...And me again..
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